[10.07., 19:57] Dominik: Idk what to think of, my head is so empty and tired, like I'm pumped out of energy for the past half year - the whole squabbling over that long time here - another guy from furaffinity who was first agreeing in February to make a rp with me, several days chatting on discord, then he removed me from the chat because he got busy with several bad excuses afterwards, on May 21st I accepted him again, then suddenly two days after he made a weird comment which hurt me but he excused himself again with an additional verbal attack on me that I interpret something into his words, he told me it's waste of time and that I wouldn't be interested anymore (just because I was bored of just chatting and wanted to finally make a rp with him), an argument followed and then on Fr/Sat ii seemed to be over...
[10.07., 20:06] Dominik: I told him that I was still suspicious because he simply threw me out of the discord server and then he was nagging about me letting him wait so long and excusing himself so often in the pms at furaffinity, but I was just angry, furious and hurt by his behavior, why should I let him fidget for my amusement? I believe he just felt guilty (like he admitted) but wanted to white wash himself by making me responsible for him quitting anew 😔
[10.07., 19:59] Dominik: Then on my last day of my May holiday I received my termination and I feel that all my work isn't acknowledged at all 😭
[10.07., 20:00] Dominik: I really hate everything and everyone at the moment
[10.07., 20:11] Dominik: Sorry for rambling so much, it's just such a crappy time, getting more and more thin-skinned again