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Hospital - Changes - Schwarzpelz - Pokeventure
6 years ago
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Wanted to write different journals for these topics, but I wanna just address everything at once.
First I've been to the hospital again due to a weird kind of headache I've experienced once when
I was younger, like... 14 or 15. Basicially there were these intervals where it suddenly felt like my
head was about to explode from some extreme pressure, the feeling stayed for a couple seconds,
completely freezing me in place since every movement felt like it added to the pressure. When the
intervals came quicker I decided to go the hospital. They said it might be a case of my body not
being able to let go of water properly and it collecting in the head, basically squeezing the brain, but as always they're not 100% sure. It's fine again now, though.
Of course this incident ruined my work schedule again, like I lost all rhythm and motivation, especially
since they told me to not overwork myself in the next days/weeks, both physically and mentally and
not being able to do anything at all, not getting anything done, triggered panic attacks and anxiousness
again. I just really, really wanna get stuff done and it's all the more important because I'm such a
slow artist anyway, like when there's a pic or panel that I really like I'll spend way too much time on it instead of progressing to the next one. But anyway, it feels like I can get back into a proper drawing
rhythm now.
Which brings me to Schwarzpelz and Pokeventure, especially the latter. I never wanted to
officially announce that I won't continue Pokeventure anymore because I always hoped I could
get back to it after becoming more stable financially and becoming faster as an artist, so that
every now and then a page could be squeezed between two other pics, but it's not working out.
Whenever I do have spare time I find myself spending it on anything else but Pokeventure, mostly
on more Schwarzpelz, which is just much more important to me personally. So I just have to stop,
there'll be no real progress again, I don't even remember whatever I planned for the story anymore. So yes, Pokeventure is officially over.
That's actually all I can think of again. Will be back with more Schwarzi pages soon.
Thanks for reading~
First I've been to the hospital again due to a weird kind of headache I've experienced once when
I was younger, like... 14 or 15. Basicially there were these intervals where it suddenly felt like my
head was about to explode from some extreme pressure, the feeling stayed for a couple seconds,
completely freezing me in place since every movement felt like it added to the pressure. When the
intervals came quicker I decided to go the hospital. They said it might be a case of my body not
being able to let go of water properly and it collecting in the head, basically squeezing the brain, but as always they're not 100% sure. It's fine again now, though.
Of course this incident ruined my work schedule again, like I lost all rhythm and motivation, especially
since they told me to not overwork myself in the next days/weeks, both physically and mentally and
not being able to do anything at all, not getting anything done, triggered panic attacks and anxiousness
again. I just really, really wanna get stuff done and it's all the more important because I'm such a
slow artist anyway, like when there's a pic or panel that I really like I'll spend way too much time on it instead of progressing to the next one. But anyway, it feels like I can get back into a proper drawing
rhythm now.
Which brings me to Schwarzpelz and Pokeventure, especially the latter. I never wanted to
officially announce that I won't continue Pokeventure anymore because I always hoped I could
get back to it after becoming more stable financially and becoming faster as an artist, so that
every now and then a page could be squeezed between two other pics, but it's not working out.
Whenever I do have spare time I find myself spending it on anything else but Pokeventure, mostly
on more Schwarzpelz, which is just much more important to me personally. So I just have to stop,
there'll be no real progress again, I don't even remember whatever I planned for the story anymore. So yes, Pokeventure is officially over.
That's actually all I can think of again. Will be back with more Schwarzi pages soon.
Thanks for reading~
We will still be here when you'll feel better!
take your time and start slowly, don´t overdue it
take care,and get a bit more rest from time to time *hugs*
Good luck brother.
Sometimes it seems like you can't catch a break, doesn't it? But you'll get through this, too! Feel better.
Hope you get better.