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Zeno art almost done / life update (oh yeah btw I'm trans)
6 years ago
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discoverychannelofficialSo, even though I can't get into too much detail at the moment, I felt it was about time to just kinda catch up on a lot of things since I have recently got a lot os peoples attention with the most recent Zeno commission uploads. I've been VERY VERY behind on all my art uploads with literally DOZENS of finished commission art just chilling on my cloud not on FA or any other of my social media sites. Art is for sharing! Anywho, I only have a few more pieces of Zeno and then I will move onto gift art, then all NON Zeno art. LOL! For some reason I was just motivated to just knock out all the Zeno stuff first. But, we're almost there!
What else has been going on? Well if, for some weird reason, you follow ONLY my Twitter and not my FA you will be maybe new to hear that I am a transgender woman. Or at least trying too. The heart is there, but the mind and body lack pretty badly in the girl department right now. But I'm working on it. I've had a few breakdowns and after dealing with a few mental and emotional issues I decided to put gender aside for now and identify as nonbinary. My heart is a girl but I just can't get over that last barrier and understand how to do this. Being transgender is not a walk in the park. To say the least. It's hard cause you gotta break down everything you've learned about not only gender and society, but yourself as well. That last part is the part that feels impossible. Myself. I can believe my friends are men, women, or neither. It's how they feel inside and look outside too after changing how they present themselves. I see it. They see it. It works. But the person in the mirror? I still don't know who they are. I know who I want them to be, but is that enough?
Anyway, besides having a total identity breakdown, things have been pretty awesome. In Feb I moved out a very toxic living environment and into a really happy and positive home. I put some horrid people behind me and some bad memories behind me too. It was hard, but it was a big step I needed to take. It's hard when you think people are your friends but they end up just being these toxic and self defeating people. But no more. They are gone, and my past is also gone. I'm ready to truly move onto the next chapter of my life. Soon I hope to push myself to be more social, spend more time with people who love me and I love them. Cause there's always hope and there's always new people to add to your life!
What else has been going on? Well if, for some weird reason, you follow ONLY my Twitter and not my FA you will be maybe new to hear that I am a transgender woman. Or at least trying too. The heart is there, but the mind and body lack pretty badly in the girl department right now. But I'm working on it. I've had a few breakdowns and after dealing with a few mental and emotional issues I decided to put gender aside for now and identify as nonbinary. My heart is a girl but I just can't get over that last barrier and understand how to do this. Being transgender is not a walk in the park. To say the least. It's hard cause you gotta break down everything you've learned about not only gender and society, but yourself as well. That last part is the part that feels impossible. Myself. I can believe my friends are men, women, or neither. It's how they feel inside and look outside too after changing how they present themselves. I see it. They see it. It works. But the person in the mirror? I still don't know who they are. I know who I want them to be, but is that enough?
Anyway, besides having a total identity breakdown, things have been pretty awesome. In Feb I moved out a very toxic living environment and into a really happy and positive home. I put some horrid people behind me and some bad memories behind me too. It was hard, but it was a big step I needed to take. It's hard when you think people are your friends but they end up just being these toxic and self defeating people. But no more. They are gone, and my past is also gone. I'm ready to truly move onto the next chapter of my life. Soon I hope to push myself to be more social, spend more time with people who love me and I love them. Cause there's always hope and there's always new people to add to your life!
I know as you learn more you'll become an even happier person as a result! It'll be tough and trying to get the body to match the mind, but once you do it, you'll be just fine!