To all my commissioners and followers I want to sincerely apologies from the bottom of my heart that I kept you waiting..
and the turn-around time is very inconsistent.. please bare with me and allow me to explain to you what is causing the delay.

I am a student, it is very defficult for me to draw while studying but I needed the money to survive at the time, I took alot of commissions in the past spring and I thought that I could draw all my debts in the summer during the holidays.
but when I went back to my parent's home for these three months nothing went according to plan and pretty much destoryed the whole schedule.

I discovered that my father who used to be an alcholic went back into heavy drinking habits again and behaving more aggressive than before..
he scares me and my mother, every time when I start to draw I get very distracted and worried about my mother's wellbeing and my own, Everytime time I look in the direction of my father's room and I am afraid that he will come out from there..

I cannot think about anything else right now I am so stressed and worried, I'm ready to run to my mother at any moment to protect her.

In my country domestic abuse is hardly ever enforced, worst case scenario it's going to be a $100 fine for serious voilence that results into an injury or worse, i'd rather not wait and reach to this point..

I'm trying to draw all the time, but I'm too scared to be alone, I go to my mother's room and just sit with her all day, in the hope that my father will not come to us.

Once again I am really sorry for the delays.. words cannot describe how embarrassed I am right now writing this apology journal to all of you kind folks who have been extremely patient with me already.

I promise to get all the owed arts done once the situation goes more undercontrol.

Thank you all for being supportive and tolerating my nonsense, I know this is very unprofessional of me but I have no choice.

Tavin.