Thoughts.
6 years ago
Ya know... I've been thinking a lot lately and I made a interesting connection. Between Char and myself, namely with relationships. With every relationship I've tried I always end up the one who ends up breaking it all.
And its an odd thought. With Char in every single cannon universe Char's parents are dead and gone. There is not a single universe where they live. So Char is more or less on his own.
But I know what you're thinking "But Char, you have Violet taking care of you." Well yes and no. Violet does care for Char, but he never calls her mom or sees her that way, because he knows shes not his mother nor can she be replaced.
Now then as I think about that I realized I kind of push people away without realizing I do. Because Char is on his own, as am I most times. So its odd I have friends and I love them, but I try not to rely on them knowing that I can't do that.
Because Char and myself are on our own. I think this is part of a big reason being in a relationship with me isn't really going to work. I just do this and I never meant to... Maybe I'm thinking too deep into this. I dont know really. Its just an odd thought I had.
Just a repost from my twitter,
And its an odd thought. With Char in every single cannon universe Char's parents are dead and gone. There is not a single universe where they live. So Char is more or less on his own.
But I know what you're thinking "But Char, you have Violet taking care of you." Well yes and no. Violet does care for Char, but he never calls her mom or sees her that way, because he knows shes not his mother nor can she be replaced.
Now then as I think about that I realized I kind of push people away without realizing I do. Because Char is on his own, as am I most times. So its odd I have friends and I love them, but I try not to rely on them knowing that I can't do that.
Because Char and myself are on our own. I think this is part of a big reason being in a relationship with me isn't really going to work. I just do this and I never meant to... Maybe I'm thinking too deep into this. I dont know really. Its just an odd thought I had.
Just a repost from my twitter,
Shiny might not know his parents and has been on his own for a little while either, but that never takes away all the connections he made, all the bonds he's formed with all the kind and accepting folks all around the community. The happy lil dude has a big family with some of his bigger ones treating him basically like their bro and he'll always appreciate that.
Of course he and you, Char, are both allowed to sometimes miss your parents (Shiny's grandma in this case), and I can imagine that relationships whight also become something frustrating in the future, but never feel like you're out on your own. Even if single as the only Charsune, you will always have somebody who will be happy to share a smile with you.
You're totodily part of what makes up Shiny feel loved, too. (-^.=.^-)