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So... We uh.... need to talk about some stuff
6 years ago
Hello! Thanks for reading this! Heya it's Cookie and uh... It's been a really long time.
A little over a year ago I uh. Did some shit I shouldn't have. I lashed out at people just trying to care for me and I refused and just wanted to be sad all the time. I was worried about everyone and I didn't show it right and when that wasn't accepted by them, I pushed them away out of frustration.
That was shit of me. And I haven't forgiven myself.
Fortunately, I wasn't given up on? Like, I definitely should have been let go by all these people, my mate most of all? And he refused to let me be garbage. I was so angry and I still am but at myself and not at anyone else anymore. I'm tired.
What does this mean? I'm gonna be a better person and better friend. I'm a fucking adult and I should be able to handle problems in a way that's not totally toxic.
What does this mean for my art? I'm starting over. All the NSFW stuff is gone, I don't really wanna... do that anymore for myself. It's nice I guess to get commissions and stuff but I won't do that anymore. All my angry art is gone too, as well as some of my really really old art.
I'm going to be better and even if no one likes me anymore after all the stuff I've done, that's fair, but at least I'll have tried.
A little over a year ago I uh. Did some shit I shouldn't have. I lashed out at people just trying to care for me and I refused and just wanted to be sad all the time. I was worried about everyone and I didn't show it right and when that wasn't accepted by them, I pushed them away out of frustration.
That was shit of me. And I haven't forgiven myself.
Fortunately, I wasn't given up on? Like, I definitely should have been let go by all these people, my mate most of all? And he refused to let me be garbage. I was so angry and I still am but at myself and not at anyone else anymore. I'm tired.
What does this mean? I'm gonna be a better person and better friend. I'm a fucking adult and I should be able to handle problems in a way that's not totally toxic.
What does this mean for my art? I'm starting over. All the NSFW stuff is gone, I don't really wanna... do that anymore for myself. It's nice I guess to get commissions and stuff but I won't do that anymore. All my angry art is gone too, as well as some of my really really old art.
I'm going to be better and even if no one likes me anymore after all the stuff I've done, that's fair, but at least I'll have tried.
coltores
~coltores
OwO
