I only know 1 language my entire life and I still can’t “win” at speaking.......

Speaking and writing are two totally separate things. While good writing can me learned, casual speech is the result of a number of factors. Including how your brain is wired and what you were exposed to in your formative years. You can be coached on public speaking and speech in general, but some things like dyslexia are hard to overcome. If you can communicate what you need to the people you want too, I count that as a "win"

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Oh I very much agree. I was never much of a writer, that was always my mother. I can read and understand words and intentions from those words, being able to speak those words to be a challenge. I never had too much of a problem speaking in front of others, but I would never call myself full of charisma to be able to think and choose the correct words. It also doesn't help that my tongue likes to sexually assault my teeth ;p

Engrish is hard at times XD

Why is that?


But it is alright tho to know only one language tbh :3

Mostly I would say I'm not as smart as I should be at times or Im too much of a smart alic at times or just simply I mess up the complex origami of my tongue and lips with sound to make words XD Honestly it just seems to be from my personality to be more quite and less experienced to know the right words to say.

You're right nothing wrong with knowing only 1, but it seems interesting to always learn more.

The inconsistency sort of gave it away.

Were you ever in a situation where any time you notice an artist with an interesting style he's mysteriously unavailable for commission? I'm telling you, it's getting old fast.

Ahh the inconsistency is because well, it is both intentional and unintentional xD

Some languages, like Japanese or the romance languages, have clear and reliable rules. Others, like English, are pretty messed up. In English, its the result of it being made up of several different languages.

It is also easier to learn a new language when you are young. Even if you learn a second language when you are young, it will be easier to learn more languages later in life.

It's why I think a second language should be required in elementary school. ^_^

Grammar is not the focus when it comes to art. It's okay ^^

If you'd like, poke me on Discord and I can help!