Doubt, Reluctancy, Feeling Craptastic
6 years ago
Ramblings of a smol fox
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A big hello to you if you happen to be reading this.
Starting to wonder if anyone does actually read these or if they are just my own personal echo chamber but here I am with more updates. X3
As a couple of you have noticed I have added to the comissions tab on my profile ready for when I start doing these. As of yet I'm not sure when they'll be open, I am a little hesitant about it - A) Because I've never done this before and new things are scary! - And B) I'm often wondering if my work is even good enough.
Don't get me wrong, I enjoy writing and am going to continue regardless, it makes me feel like I have a purpose on here and while verbal support hasn't been too prevelant, the faves and watches mean so much to me and I'm greatful to each and every one of you. I think I'm just in a bit of a slump at the moment and in that nasty cycle of seemingly endless self-doubt, which is making me a little depressed. There are a lot of IRL personal factors at play here as well.
I think I need to work through some stuff mentally before I cut that red ribbon, so to speak. I've had a few notes asking about comissions and I have responded saying they will be coming soon. I thank you all for your patience and there is another story on the way! Hoping to have it done by the end of next week. Sort of created extra work for myself by deciding to do a SFW version alongside it, but it's fun to experiment I guess.
Also, unrelated but I have the worst cold I think I have ever had right now too, send tissues pls.
Anyway, thank you for reading.
also, side note - I started a twitter for my furry-self which may or may not be a better place to put updates regarding comissions etc. when I start them. I know a lot of users tend to just nuke journals (I've been guilty of that myself so no shade being thrown at all) so it may be the better place to catch those updates if you wanted to take a looksee.
https://twitter.com/JayFairyFox1
Buh byes you boo'full beasties!
Starting to wonder if anyone does actually read these or if they are just my own personal echo chamber but here I am with more updates. X3
As a couple of you have noticed I have added to the comissions tab on my profile ready for when I start doing these. As of yet I'm not sure when they'll be open, I am a little hesitant about it - A) Because I've never done this before and new things are scary! - And B) I'm often wondering if my work is even good enough.
Don't get me wrong, I enjoy writing and am going to continue regardless, it makes me feel like I have a purpose on here and while verbal support hasn't been too prevelant, the faves and watches mean so much to me and I'm greatful to each and every one of you. I think I'm just in a bit of a slump at the moment and in that nasty cycle of seemingly endless self-doubt, which is making me a little depressed. There are a lot of IRL personal factors at play here as well.
I think I need to work through some stuff mentally before I cut that red ribbon, so to speak. I've had a few notes asking about comissions and I have responded saying they will be coming soon. I thank you all for your patience and there is another story on the way! Hoping to have it done by the end of next week. Sort of created extra work for myself by deciding to do a SFW version alongside it, but it's fun to experiment I guess.
Also, unrelated but I have the worst cold I think I have ever had right now too, send tissues pls.
Anyway, thank you for reading.
also, side note - I started a twitter for my furry-self which may or may not be a better place to put updates regarding comissions etc. when I start them. I know a lot of users tend to just nuke journals (I've been guilty of that myself so no shade being thrown at all) so it may be the better place to catch those updates if you wanted to take a looksee.
https://twitter.com/JayFairyFox1
Buh byes you boo'full beasties!
Ty Vulpintaur
~tyvulpine
Hugs :)
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