Hello once again!
6 years ago
Hi! Again, I'm SO VERY SORRY I haven't messaged people back or posted anything! A lot has happened since 2017...some good, some bad....I'm going to try and come back, posting art and such!
What happened? Well, in 2016, my father got diagnosed with Stage 4 Pancreatic Cancer, then in Jan. 2018, he passed away. Its broken me...He and I had a great relationship until he married his 3rd wife. She ruined our relationship and they were together for about 8ish years. I was in my teen years when they got together and so it was rough...Anyways, my dad is in a better place, not in pain anymore. I just question a lot in life and why people still believe in the Christian God, because he was such a good person and was in perfect health! How can a God like they believe in do this to such a person?! Anyways, this isn't about religion...
About 9 months later, I had my daughter, Ariel Ray! He never got to know I was pregnant, I never knew I was either until way after. Of course, death didn't bring any good feelings between his wife and I...was very stressful...So, between my dad passing away, having my daughter, and trying to figuring out what I wanted to do with my life...I've fallen into a deep depression, that not gaming nor drawing could bring me out of...I've had to up my anti-depressants and they still don't really help. I also changed a lot, I don't hold my mouth shut any longer. I will tell how I feel and not give a damn. Let's just say its between a better and worse change...
I'm now trying to get back into drawing! I've changed my fursona to hopefully help with everything that I've been through, I will defiantly miss Savy. She was my longest fursona. So, for now on, when I RP, it'll be as Freyja! I do hope you guys enjoy her <3 I'd defiantly love to RP to help build her story!
Again, thank you so much for being patient with me, and hopefully understanding <3 Love you all
~Savy
What happened? Well, in 2016, my father got diagnosed with Stage 4 Pancreatic Cancer, then in Jan. 2018, he passed away. Its broken me...He and I had a great relationship until he married his 3rd wife. She ruined our relationship and they were together for about 8ish years. I was in my teen years when they got together and so it was rough...Anyways, my dad is in a better place, not in pain anymore. I just question a lot in life and why people still believe in the Christian God, because he was such a good person and was in perfect health! How can a God like they believe in do this to such a person?! Anyways, this isn't about religion...
About 9 months later, I had my daughter, Ariel Ray! He never got to know I was pregnant, I never knew I was either until way after. Of course, death didn't bring any good feelings between his wife and I...was very stressful...So, between my dad passing away, having my daughter, and trying to figuring out what I wanted to do with my life...I've fallen into a deep depression, that not gaming nor drawing could bring me out of...I've had to up my anti-depressants and they still don't really help. I also changed a lot, I don't hold my mouth shut any longer. I will tell how I feel and not give a damn. Let's just say its between a better and worse change...
I'm now trying to get back into drawing! I've changed my fursona to hopefully help with everything that I've been through, I will defiantly miss Savy. She was my longest fursona. So, for now on, when I RP, it'll be as Freyja! I do hope you guys enjoy her <3 I'd defiantly love to RP to help build her story!
Again, thank you so much for being patient with me, and hopefully understanding <3 Love you all
~Savy


Even though its late, please have my condolences.

Savy
~savy
OP
Thank you very much. Means a lot