Okay....I am very confused.

Just venting hon. Just trying to let it out once in a while.

I understand that.

There well always a place for you here... you just need to want to be here.

The past can't be changed so let go of it if it holds you back... so You step into a new day as you should...

Easier said then done but I’m hoping i can finally put this to rest and rest with me kitty for the night.

I know it's hard to change how you think about yourself and how you think in general... it can be done. I'm proof it can be done, I also fight with me past at times too... the big question is who wins? I have to put me first over my past to be happy in life.

Huggggz you can make it dear one! If I can persevere in the fight and win most of the time you can too.

Rift? What are you talking about?

The rift part honestly i am not sure about but I am simply just trapped in a cycle I am trying to break.

*hugs tight*

*hugs back warmly* thank you :)