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its your boy part 2, reloaded
6 years ago
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not entirely sure why I'm updating here on this but I wanted to briefly mention that I've spent the last six months getting help for and seriously tackling some deep longrooted mental illnesses and traumas and while I'm still quinessentially at the beginning of the whole process despite all I've done, and without speaking too far into it and making it sound like I'm glamourizing or trying to make this some kind of relatable finger guns thing and reducing how hard I've worked so far-- I think its still really big to say that I'm finally at a place where I don't feel a detatchment from my art, which if you're anyone whose noted my kind of sporatic on and off posting you'll probably have already read me say before how much I really struggled with this and have been to the point where it basically killed my ability to draw and do anything creative for about 2 years straight.
Anyways, I don't know where I'm going here. I guess just to say that taking care of your health when something feels wrong, mentally or physically, is extremely important. I ignored the fact that I was screaming at myself to get help for so long because I just couldn't fight past it for the longest time, and things are... drastically different now, more than ever, just from taking the first steps this past summer and throwing myself headfirst into this whole process ever since- for the best.
So, that's kind of that! I'll be posting more, hopefully. Doing some YCH stuff, adoptables maybe, I have no clue. just art too, mostly. Lots of fun stuff, lots of sexy stuff. Things are very good right now for the first time in a macro sense, sans the exhaustion of medication adjustments and psych sessions and doctors for a slew of other physical shit (something I'm kind of weirdly really happy to be dealing with considering the causes of it) and I hardly know how to handle the feeling of being able to do things for the first time confidently and plan ahead.
alright welp update over gg or whatever seeya later
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not entirely sure why I'm updating here on this but I wanted to briefly mention that I've spent the last six months getting help for and seriously tackling some deep longrooted mental illnesses and traumas and while I'm still quinessentially at the beginning of the whole process despite all I've done, and without speaking too far into it and making it sound like I'm glamourizing or trying to make this some kind of relatable finger guns thing and reducing how hard I've worked so far-- I think its still really big to say that I'm finally at a place where I don't feel a detatchment from my art, which if you're anyone whose noted my kind of sporatic on and off posting you'll probably have already read me say before how much I really struggled with this and have been to the point where it basically killed my ability to draw and do anything creative for about 2 years straight.
Anyways, I don't know where I'm going here. I guess just to say that taking care of your health when something feels wrong, mentally or physically, is extremely important. I ignored the fact that I was screaming at myself to get help for so long because I just couldn't fight past it for the longest time, and things are... drastically different now, more than ever, just from taking the first steps this past summer and throwing myself headfirst into this whole process ever since- for the best.
So, that's kind of that! I'll be posting more, hopefully. Doing some YCH stuff, adoptables maybe, I have no clue. just art too, mostly. Lots of fun stuff, lots of sexy stuff. Things are very good right now for the first time in a macro sense, sans the exhaustion of medication adjustments and psych sessions and doctors for a slew of other physical shit (something I'm kind of weirdly really happy to be dealing with considering the causes of it) and I hardly know how to handle the feeling of being able to do things for the first time confidently and plan ahead.
alright welp update over gg or whatever seeya later
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