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The Frey... it has begun
6 years ago
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As some of you know draggy's got issues, have had pretty much my entire life...really nothing new to most. It's been a serious struggle at time's to hold on to what little sanity I have left.
But with the passing of
RabbitFangs that struggle suddenly became Immensely Huge and over bearing....Honestly had it not been for the few here who reached out to me and the one's i had made promises to, draggy would have "left the building" so to speak. But this was an Awakening of sorts and through those people's encouragement draggy went to seek help.
I saw my Shiny New Psychiatrist yesterday....I've never been to one so I didn't know what to expect.
However from just peaking into the box it's been determined that I suffer from year of Trauma and Extreme Depression.
I'm not sure how I should feel about this....I've known for some time thing's were not right and now having that clinical recognition that I was right....it's started a fraying in my mind of sorts.
They seem Very confident they can fix me...and I'm Very hopeful they can. I just know something has to change...I simply cannot continue life as it currently is. Too much is wrong inside to continue going "Unchecked".
I feel good about the experience and she offered some useful information that has resulted in this freying of what I thought and what really is. But I believe it is a Good thing...and it was something Both my Wife and Bunny had asked of me...so let's just see where this path leads us, shall we?
But with the passing of
RabbitFangs that struggle suddenly became Immensely Huge and over bearing....Honestly had it not been for the few here who reached out to me and the one's i had made promises to, draggy would have "left the building" so to speak. But this was an Awakening of sorts and through those people's encouragement draggy went to seek help.I saw my Shiny New Psychiatrist yesterday....I've never been to one so I didn't know what to expect.
However from just peaking into the box it's been determined that I suffer from year of Trauma and Extreme Depression.
I'm not sure how I should feel about this....I've known for some time thing's were not right and now having that clinical recognition that I was right....it's started a fraying in my mind of sorts.
They seem Very confident they can fix me...and I'm Very hopeful they can. I just know something has to change...I simply cannot continue life as it currently is. Too much is wrong inside to continue going "Unchecked".
I feel good about the experience and she offered some useful information that has resulted in this freying of what I thought and what really is. But I believe it is a Good thing...and it was something Both my Wife and Bunny had asked of me...so let's just see where this path leads us, shall we?
It has been suggested that medication might be applied and I have no problems with that if it helps to soup bowl of a brain draggy's been cursed with. But you are Absolutely right. I will need to keep a running tab on myself just incase it has some unexpected side effects, Sudden Happiness or feeling good about life.
Thank you Megan, you Truly are one of the few I know without any Doubt that I can count on to be there for me, you've proven this time and again, and I'm Very Thankful and Fortunate to call you my Friend!
I'm very Hopeful that this will work and that I can once again smile honestly at the world. It's been a hard road, but with True friends like yourself around to help point out the good thing's inlife, it's been Much more bearable.
I hope this does make a difference...it's got too.
Thank you So Very Much for being there when I needed a friend the Most.....you have no idea what that means to me.
I'm glad you have a diagnosis and that it went well. Be patient with yourself and your mind, it's been through alot. If only giving you a cookie would make it better...
But it also never hurts. Free cookies for you - 🍪🍪🍪
I'm here for you, Dar!
Well, cookies don't Hurt either!
As the internet says: Less depressy, more progressy.
It would be nice to knit something useful out of all this mess....perhaps a nice sweater as the day's are starting to get a bit cooler now....
LOL!!! Your "Word's of Wisdom" are Priceless!
You Truly are a light in the storm, did you know that?
You are one of the Absolute Sweetest wolf's this Dragon has ever had the privilege of knowing....Don't ever change love.
I have my reservations, but I am Very Hopeful that this goes well....so far, so Good. I know I can count on you to help me through the bad time's....and soon with any luck, we can share the Good times as well my Dear Sweet Woofy Friend!
I understand about haveing reservations Hon, but I'm sure the Head Shrinker can help you n_n . *Huggles tight* I'm here for you Hon, through Thick and Thin n_n <3 .
You Really are a Sweet Woofy with a heart of Gold and if anyone cannot see that...then they're just not looking closely enough.
I hope they can help, I'm willing to do whatever it takes to get thing's right with me....it's such a desperate feeling sometimes....
And I'm very Thankful to have such a strong and supportive Wolf like yourself! *Hugs*
*Huggles tightly back* Your gonna turn me permenatly rec Dar <3 .
I can't claim to know how you feel Dar, but I know your a lot stronger then you think you are. You'll get better, it'll just take some time. You'll get through this though n_n .
Maybe I am stronger than I think....but I know I wouldn't be Half the person I am if it wasn't for the strength, compassion and understanding of such Very Near and Dear friends like you Woofy! Together we are Strong love.
"Forward!" It is our only way and our only reward. The past is gone and the present is leaving....the future is ours!
Very well put my friend.... there is no denying your philosophy....it's always spot on.
You have always and will continue to always be a Very Near and Dear friend to me. You are my Yote, and I Truly Appreciate everything you ha e done for me over the year's past and the year's to Come! *Hugs Tightly*
Three hearts for you my friend because I love you that much! What if I told you that I get my philosophy from Hallmark cards? :U
Thank you my Dearest of friends....you have no idea how much that means to me, for I love You that much Time's Four!
Philosophy comes from Many places, not just Senile Old Chinese Men. I retain my philosophy from many places, anything from Fortune cookies to the writings in bathroom stalls!
It's not the words that make Philosophical gestures work, it How and When you Apply them that captures the fly in the Proverbial Ointment!