The Biggest thing that you can leave behind is the Impact that you have whit people that love & respect you, that you really made an impact & change in their life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TvyDKkMYEZ0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mSgnC5eQ5u0

thanks friend

Lmfao

https://youtu.be/DUh76zoGt5Y

I'm sorry you chose to do this.

I remember so long ago when you really were 19, and we were lovers. It was an amazing summer. You were my goofy, wonderfully sweet, and so full of life boyfriend. Before you hated life, you loved it. Before you hated people, you saw great things in them. Before you pushed everyone away, you drew them in.

I was hoping you'd pull through and have a chance to turn things around. I really, really was.

Rest easy.

Fucking awesome how people decided to continue to dogpile this man until he snapped. Going out guns blazing isn't good, but neither is continuously pushing someone down that path.

He drew guns on furrys and threatened them. People were right to be afraid of him.

He did that. Not other people. Other people spent a lot of time and energy and frankly even personal safety trying to get this guy to get help

I don't mean "don't be afraid", obviously he was unstable and did bad things, but to continue to provoke him and make fun of him over and over again after that became known? It's like poking an obviously angry dog--it's going to bite!

He roared at the wrong dog then, because they bit back MUCH harder.

They sure as fuck did. :X

I liked the guy when we were lovers back when he really was 19 . Okay? Get it through your head that he was a radically different person. He scared people. He had vendetta lists of people that "wronged him." He was very mentally in distress and how it ended up had very little to do with "people picking on him" and a lot to do with him turning every setback in his life into a conspiracy. He brought his gun to furry events and wore it on his hip . When he was asked to not do that, he blathered on about the second amendment and did it anyway. Then when he was asked to not show up to the events under orders of trespass, he started screaming about cliques and being ejected from the fandom for no good reason.

He. Threatened. To. Hurt. People.

I really wish he'd survived this and gotten the help he needed, but I'm tired of people buying into this "he was bullied" crap.

Even if it was true, what'd the cops ever do to him?

I understand that this was more than likely an inevitable outcome, I'm just pointing out that people being pricks to him when they KNEW that he was unstable didn't help matters and may have actually sped it along.

Presumably, someone who knew him, or who was in the same state, could have gotten him help years ago. This wasn't a sudden thing.

Not really. He had pushed almost everyone away, scaring and threatening them. There's only so much you can do when former friends threaten to shoot you.

You can call the cops, in that case. At least then the cops will be ready for an armed lunatic.

Cops were called for multiple occasions. Each time Simba was given a trespass order and told not to return. He was never arrested. Never placed in psych eval. In Chicago he had his guns removed, so he just reacted by moving to a part of the country where gun ownership was less regulated. You're making this assumption that people didn't try with him. They tried hard. They tried really, really hard. But he didn't do enough to legally cross over into psych-evaluation territory, he lived in places where they will not take your guns if you're a danger, and his first real run in when he finally went over the line was his last.

Yes, the bullets that could've been in innocent people's backs would totally express how much love and joy you felt from meeting people who you've probably scarred for life.

Man, your tale is a very sad one. It's a shame you didn't live long enough to come around and become a better person.

I hope you're happy with wherever you end up now since you've left this world and everyone on it. No, really, I hope you're happy, I don't wish hell on you like most people probably would, but I still won't hide the disappointment I have for how things went.

As for all and any who had to go through any terrifying experiences with this individual, you have my utmost support for trying to cope, as I feel it must've been quite the one-of-a-kind moment.

I just heard about this. Just... wow... I remember chatting a few times with you at the old A2 furmeets.

🌹

I don't really know what became of you, but I will always have fond memories of days long past.
Rest in peace old friend.