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Personal Update
I've been dealing with so much that I lost track and forgot all about making an October update. I honestly thought I made an October update, but I can see that I haven't. If you follow the Telegram Updates Channel then you are all caught up. There isn't much here here that wasn't mentioned on that channel. Feel free to read anyway if you want to make sure you don't miss anything.
To sum it up shortly I have been dealing with my employer all month and right now it looks like I might be getting layed off. It started 2 weeks ago when they they no longer wanted to accommodate me based on my condition to a point they weren’t putting me to work at all. It got so bad I was preparing for a legal battle against them and talking to an attorney about it. This has been making me super stressed and my mother has been hounding me about it which made my anxiety spike and that only made my depression come back. There’s not a whole lot else to say about this other than I might not have a case against them after speaking with one of the higher up manager and was told that they’ve lost another contract. That’s the issue, they keep losing contracts and now they have nowhere to put me and there’s nothing I can do about it.
Even though I know every bit of this was and is out of my control I can’t help but to feel like I could have prevented this or at least postponed it in some way.
I’m feeling so depressed and lethargic after all of this to a point I’ve thought about scrapping everything I’ve built up over the year.
I refuse to do that no matter how down and out I feel.
Next week is a new week and I will try my best to make it a better week than I have been having.
Some good news is that I applied for unemployment and was approved. Also my mother has offered to help me a little with bills on the condition that I continue to hunt for a new job. Also I will have more time than ever to write and stream, but I can’t make this my a full or part time thing without the support of my friends and fans. I’ve been doing all this as a hobby and sacrificing my free time to bring all of this stuff to you. Now could be my chance to do this much more frequently than I have ever been able to. Please support me in any way you can and I might not even have to find a new job, I could make this my full time job and get off unemployment.
Community Update
Hey this is a new section you’ve never seen before. I probably won’t post anything about the community on the monthly updates unless it’s some major changes or just to thank everyone for support.
What I do want to mention this month is that the Telegram group has a new name and invite link to keep the community names between Discord and Telegram the same. Just something to prevent confusion.
Also the icons for the Telegram update channels and the group has changed as a result. I want the Discord Server and Telegram group to have the same icon to further prevent confusion. As a result the update and teaser channels will use the white logo from now on.
I would also like to thanks a close friend of mind who has helped support me, the website, and the community in the past. He created our logo and a lot of the custom banners and buttons you see around the website. He helped spruce up the Twitch channel and Pateron page with a new banners, avatars, and he’s even given me a few overlays to use on stremlabs. He is working on a few more things for me to use in streamlabs as well. If you need any graphic design stuff done please consider him. https://www.twitch.tv/mousesworksho.....sworkshop.com/
Since I am talking about streamlabs, I have been streaming a lot more ever since someone helped me fully optimize the encoder settings to run the best on my PC. This could help me hold off on upgrading my PC for a little while longer. Unfortunately not all this news is good, because I have been streaming with a capture card I purchased about a week ago and now that I don’t have a job i may have to return it to reallocate that money to bills. It saddens me to do so, but you can help by donating or buying it for me from my amazon wish list. Donate & Support Page
Writing Update
Unfortunately I haven’t gotten around to doing anything this month. I have been way too stressed and depressed to even think about writing. Like I mentioned in the personal update, I haven’t worked in over two weeks and I was preparing for a legal battle.
Again, I will try to keep my head up and stay positive starting next week. I will try my best no to let anything stop me from writing. I am on unemployment so I have some form of income and my mother has offered to help me some so that is a lot of weight off my back.
The website equivalent of this post is: https://lucid-writing.net/november-update/
This post was mostly a rehash of everything I've been posting in the update channel so I decided not to make a post there. The telegram update channel is https://t.me/LucidWritingUpdates if you want to follow it.
Personal Update
I've been dealing with so much that I lost track and forgot all about making an October update. I honestly thought I made an October update, but I can see that I haven't. If you follow the Telegram Updates Channel then you are all caught up. There isn't much here here that wasn't mentioned on that channel. Feel free to read anyway if you want to make sure you don't miss anything.
To sum it up shortly I have been dealing with my employer all month and right now it looks like I might be getting layed off. It started 2 weeks ago when they they no longer wanted to accommodate me based on my condition to a point they weren’t putting me to work at all. It got so bad I was preparing for a legal battle against them and talking to an attorney about it. This has been making me super stressed and my mother has been hounding me about it which made my anxiety spike and that only made my depression come back. There’s not a whole lot else to say about this other than I might not have a case against them after speaking with one of the higher up manager and was told that they’ve lost another contract. That’s the issue, they keep losing contracts and now they have nowhere to put me and there’s nothing I can do about it.
Even though I know every bit of this was and is out of my control I can’t help but to feel like I could have prevented this or at least postponed it in some way.
I’m feeling so depressed and lethargic after all of this to a point I’ve thought about scrapping everything I’ve built up over the year.
I refuse to do that no matter how down and out I feel.
Next week is a new week and I will try my best to make it a better week than I have been having.
Some good news is that I applied for unemployment and was approved. Also my mother has offered to help me a little with bills on the condition that I continue to hunt for a new job. Also I will have more time than ever to write and stream, but I can’t make this my a full or part time thing without the support of my friends and fans. I’ve been doing all this as a hobby and sacrificing my free time to bring all of this stuff to you. Now could be my chance to do this much more frequently than I have ever been able to. Please support me in any way you can and I might not even have to find a new job, I could make this my full time job and get off unemployment.
Community Update
Hey this is a new section you’ve never seen before. I probably won’t post anything about the community on the monthly updates unless it’s some major changes or just to thank everyone for support.
What I do want to mention this month is that the Telegram group has a new name and invite link to keep the community names between Discord and Telegram the same. Just something to prevent confusion.
Also the icons for the Telegram update channels and the group has changed as a result. I want the Discord Server and Telegram group to have the same icon to further prevent confusion. As a result the update and teaser channels will use the white logo from now on.
I would also like to thanks a close friend of mind who has helped support me, the website, and the community in the past. He created our logo and a lot of the custom banners and buttons you see around the website. He helped spruce up the Twitch channel and Pateron page with a new banners, avatars, and he’s even given me a few overlays to use on stremlabs. He is working on a few more things for me to use in streamlabs as well. If you need any graphic design stuff done please consider him. https://www.twitch.tv/mousesworksho.....sworkshop.com/
Since I am talking about streamlabs, I have been streaming a lot more ever since someone helped me fully optimize the encoder settings to run the best on my PC. This could help me hold off on upgrading my PC for a little while longer. Unfortunately not all this news is good, because I have been streaming with a capture card I purchased about a week ago and now that I don’t have a job i may have to return it to reallocate that money to bills. It saddens me to do so, but you can help by donating or buying it for me from my amazon wish list. Donate & Support Page
Writing Update
Unfortunately I haven’t gotten around to doing anything this month. I have been way too stressed and depressed to even think about writing. Like I mentioned in the personal update, I haven’t worked in over two weeks and I was preparing for a legal battle.
Again, I will try to keep my head up and stay positive starting next week. I will try my best no to let anything stop me from writing. I am on unemployment so I have some form of income and my mother has offered to help me some so that is a lot of weight off my back.
The website equivalent of this post is: https://lucid-writing.net/november-update/
This post was mostly a rehash of everything I've been posting in the update channel so I decided not to make a post there. The telegram update channel is https://t.me/LucidWritingUpdates if you want to follow it.
