Won't someone make some fantasy themed tfs fitting my fancy?
6 years ago
Sometimes I feel so frustrated I feel like King Henry II of England, except instead of "Will no one rid me of this turbulent priest?" I feel like shouting "Will no one get me some quality tf works fitting my fancy?" It's so hard to find tf works - arts, stories - that I like :
1. Fantasy/fairytale-themed, featuring princesses and female knights
2. No TG, and no m2f or male tfs
3. (Most important) Quality artwork, manga-style/if it is a story, plenty of descriptions and quality vocabulary
I heard that many therapists study psychology and therapy because they are the ones in need of therapy themselves, and there aren't anyone to provide them with so they have to do it themselves. The reason I draw fantasy-themed tf artworks are the same. Except that my skills are so lacking I feel like crying my eyes out. If only my parents had let me study drawing in my free time, instead of yelling at me for not studying. They would enter my room without knocking so much(my room's door didn't even have locks) that I constantly have paranoia of looking over my shoulder or someone yelling my name.
Not wanted to sound like bragging, but I got accepted in a prestigious university(few years ago, of course) in my country and later that day I got yelled at by my parents for watching a comedy film in my room. They said you can practice drawing when I get into university.... but those were hollow, meaningless lies. Now they are telling me to get a prestigious job and study for it. And never bother drawing, because, and I quote, "You don't have any talent". I understand that they would say that(for reasons I would not state here) but I feel like drawing(not just tfs, mind you, but other SFW works someday) is the only true thing that keeps me going. It's not the word above that troubles me, it's the feeling that I get that, maybe they're RIGHT. Today I tried practicing cow's head and spent about 4 hours struggling with it. Moments like this makes me seriously consider giving up on drawing. I would take some art classes, but right now my life won't allow it. NO hope of getting art classes until the year after next.
My life is in a total mess, with no hope of getting better until next year, which I won't mind if there were some good quality tf works...but the problem is there aren't any. I have to commission tf artworks myself, but the problem is that all the artists that I hope to commission are either busy, ignore my message or doesn't take commissions at all. I paid one artist some years ago, and he hasn't held his part of the deal even to this day. I would want to complain, but I know he's busy with own problems and there are people waiting in line ahead of me so I can't. I don't like his new changed style so maybe I should ask him for a refund?
Where have all the good men gone
And where are all the gods?
Where's the streetwise Hercules to fight the rising odds?
Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed?
Late at night I toss and I turn
And I dream of what I need
... some decent tf artworks.
But for now it seems like a forlorn hope to me.
1. Fantasy/fairytale-themed, featuring princesses and female knights
2. No TG, and no m2f or male tfs
3. (Most important) Quality artwork, manga-style/if it is a story, plenty of descriptions and quality vocabulary
I heard that many therapists study psychology and therapy because they are the ones in need of therapy themselves, and there aren't anyone to provide them with so they have to do it themselves. The reason I draw fantasy-themed tf artworks are the same. Except that my skills are so lacking I feel like crying my eyes out. If only my parents had let me study drawing in my free time, instead of yelling at me for not studying. They would enter my room without knocking so much(my room's door didn't even have locks) that I constantly have paranoia of looking over my shoulder or someone yelling my name.
Not wanted to sound like bragging, but I got accepted in a prestigious university(few years ago, of course) in my country and later that day I got yelled at by my parents for watching a comedy film in my room. They said you can practice drawing when I get into university.... but those were hollow, meaningless lies. Now they are telling me to get a prestigious job and study for it. And never bother drawing, because, and I quote, "You don't have any talent". I understand that they would say that(for reasons I would not state here) but I feel like drawing(not just tfs, mind you, but other SFW works someday) is the only true thing that keeps me going. It's not the word above that troubles me, it's the feeling that I get that, maybe they're RIGHT. Today I tried practicing cow's head and spent about 4 hours struggling with it. Moments like this makes me seriously consider giving up on drawing. I would take some art classes, but right now my life won't allow it. NO hope of getting art classes until the year after next.
My life is in a total mess, with no hope of getting better until next year, which I won't mind if there were some good quality tf works...but the problem is there aren't any. I have to commission tf artworks myself, but the problem is that all the artists that I hope to commission are either busy, ignore my message or doesn't take commissions at all. I paid one artist some years ago, and he hasn't held his part of the deal even to this day. I would want to complain, but I know he's busy with own problems and there are people waiting in line ahead of me so I can't. I don't like his new changed style so maybe I should ask him for a refund?
Where have all the good men gone
And where are all the gods?
Where's the streetwise Hercules to fight the rising odds?
Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed?
Late at night I toss and I turn
And I dream of what I need
... some decent tf artworks.
But for now it seems like a forlorn hope to me.
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You do draw well, it's as you know just a matter of practice... Wish you could be free to do what you like...
I think It'd be helpful to not stress that much over your skill at present, sure you'll improve naturally over time. But it's also important to enjoy drawing at any level!
Beyond that though, just keep drawing (albeit watch out for yourself too). Maybe your art will go on to influence some wannabe-artist one day and they'll take to producing art that's similar to the themes you enjoy. Happened to me anyway.
... And I remember one more same-gender TF sequence I am trying to find for you that is more than just a random "poof, you're X"...