I'm sorry everyone.

I'm a wreck. I'm not easy to deal with, and unintentionally have ended up pushing people very near and dear to me out of my life. It's hard to see anything positive anymore, and it makes me a drain to even think about let alone be near. I'm sorry. I'm sorry my behaviors have been so destructive it's made people feel like i should be cast out and left alone.

I'm trying. Getting better, being better, is hard. But i'm trying, even on the days it doesn't seem like it..