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6 years ago
Hello, everyone! :)
I just want to tell you, what's going on with my artwork there. And hopefully explain, why the uploads are rare, it's not normal of course, but there is a reason.
As many of you know, I've been working hard to build me a new home and move there lately, it's a place outside the city, it was a patch of wilderness a year ago basically, where we've built a new home instead of the burned one. With only myself and my old man on the construction, loans and mortgage to make it all going and the place being kind of wild yet, and bureaucracy is being nasty, all the burden of life is piling up almost unbearable, so I kind of hid in my safety shell there, as much as possible...
For artwork, I keep my patreon going, with so few people there it almost felt like a safe place with little to no worries about content type or quality, and so it turned out that I made a little too much NSFW there, I still can't quite get over the shyness when it comes to uploading porn to wide public, but it felt okay for patreon xD See the problem here? xD I've got a big backlog to uplad to FA but then I think, "man, there is so much porn and you also should reply to the comments(and my english isn't quite fluid/fluent yet, some times I get stuck finding the right words and putting them together), ah scratch that, im exhausted and should better spend those mental resources on drawing" x) And so it keeps piling up as the time flies by.. Then some pictures become too old, I see all their flaws more and more with time, and cringe with the thought that im gonna have to upload it as a "new" art xD This is just a bad circle...
...This can't keep going like that of course. I see the problem and going to try and fix it. Im going to resume uploads and somehow deal with the shyness and shame.. Some of them will be old indeed, and i'm sorry for that and for all this situation with uploads quantity x) And I want to thank all the people who support me at patreon - only because of them, I can keep drawing and pay my mortgage for bare survival x) You guys are just incredible! ♥♥♥
I just want to tell you, what's going on with my artwork there. And hopefully explain, why the uploads are rare, it's not normal of course, but there is a reason.
As many of you know, I've been working hard to build me a new home and move there lately, it's a place outside the city, it was a patch of wilderness a year ago basically, where we've built a new home instead of the burned one. With only myself and my old man on the construction, loans and mortgage to make it all going and the place being kind of wild yet, and bureaucracy is being nasty, all the burden of life is piling up almost unbearable, so I kind of hid in my safety shell there, as much as possible...
For artwork, I keep my patreon going, with so few people there it almost felt like a safe place with little to no worries about content type or quality, and so it turned out that I made a little too much NSFW there, I still can't quite get over the shyness when it comes to uploading porn to wide public, but it felt okay for patreon xD See the problem here? xD I've got a big backlog to uplad to FA but then I think, "man, there is so much porn and you also should reply to the comments(and my english isn't quite fluid/fluent yet, some times I get stuck finding the right words and putting them together), ah scratch that, im exhausted and should better spend those mental resources on drawing" x) And so it keeps piling up as the time flies by.. Then some pictures become too old, I see all their flaws more and more with time, and cringe with the thought that im gonna have to upload it as a "new" art xD This is just a bad circle...
...This can't keep going like that of course. I see the problem and going to try and fix it. Im going to resume uploads and somehow deal with the shyness and shame.. Some of them will be old indeed, and i'm sorry for that and for all this situation with uploads quantity x) And I want to thank all the people who support me at patreon - only because of them, I can keep drawing and pay my mortgage for bare survival x) You guys are just incredible! ♥♥♥
As for shyness about uploading flawed art/ lewds, all I can say is that you're greatly admired by everyone here. I don't know what everyone's reasons are for watching you but for me, it's because you're one of the few family friendly talented artists, but still fully capable of making teasing or even outright adult artwork, kinda like a good spice to add to an otherwise wholesome experience. Regardless what you upload myself, and others I'm certain will enjoy your handiwork for what it is, the product of a master.
Regardless what you choose to do, I look forward to what you have to show, at the times you think it's right to show them.
As for my artwork.. I liked the idea of keeping a healthy balance between SFW and lewds, so the lewds would be a "spice", not the main dish, but it seems like right now it's the other way around x) Oh well :)
Personally I just think your art has a really cute "soft" style either way, whether it's porn or just sweet little fun pictures.
No reason to be ashamed of being good at art, despite the topics.
If i can say some words with my bad english, it's : "Nobody can judge your art for flaws until they have appreciated it for all its qualities." :)
Your a real talented artist with a complicated life ^^
Though, with a backlog of artwork, you do have the ability to continuously post art every now and then, and attract a few more Patreon followers, giving you a bit more economic freedom.
And I have to say that you make wonderfully cute art.
That you can see your own mistakes is though honestly a good thing, since then you have a better goal of where to improve.
Hopefully the house construction goes well, and I know how overburdening and at times silly bureaucracy can get, especially in regards to construction. I wish you the best of luck.
Seeing your own flaws it only good for progression, when it's healthy and not cripples you up to the point of self-hatred and giving up x)
But you make some wonderfully cute art, even the lewd ones too.
It has so far brought a smile to my face more often then not, and I hope to see more of it in the future.
You’re an awesome artist, and if anybody has a problem with that, then they're obviously the ones with the problem. Not you!
As for your art, can't get enough of it - properly looking forward to when you might next upload something of either rating! =D You shouldn't feel too shy about NSFW though. Definitely not shame - there is no doubt countless others appreciate it just as much. Embrace the lewds my man. I adore how rich and graceful you make those scenes appear too
Don't hide all your outstanding pieces for too long, be it old or not! I for one enjoy 'em all regardless :)
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