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Burnt out, Apology & Explanation
6 years ago
╭━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━╮
✩I TAKE COMMISSIONS!✩
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╰━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━╯ I'm sorry for the lack of new commission types and adoptables lately.
I've been very burnt out ever since I moved into this new apartment.
My living situation is not exactly great right now.
Mentally I'm in the worst state of my life, I'm not going to lie to ya'll it's pretty bad.
I'm on anxiety meds for it but Idk if it's really helping right now.
Plus the tablet that I used with the computer went out a while back so my only way of doing commissions right now is to send them to my iPad and do them there.
It's not exactly a great way to do commissions because some bases don't even open on the iPad which leaves me to do some of the work on both systems.
Its just...alot right now.
And I'm really sorry I've been so inactive these last few months.
I've been more depressed now than I've ever been in my entire life.
I may take a hiatus once I finish the two commissions I have left.
Idk how long it will be or if I will even come back this year.
But something has to change soon or it'll break me.
I'm working on getting another job outside the home to get me out of the toxicity of the living situation I'm in.
Being here 24/7 has become bad for my mental health.
But it also means I'll have less time for commissions because I'll be working two jobs.
Idk what to do anymore. No move seems like the right move. I'm just so burnt out. And tired. And stressed.
I'm sorry. 
I have never had anxiety before I moved into this living situation.
I am typically a very mentally healthy person, so it's hard to manage the new found stress.
But I want to be crystal clear with my commissioners about what mental health state i'm in.
I feel like its the least I can do for all of the support i've gotten over the years.