a1d3l9: recently kervin called saying he wasn't gonna come back until next year which was surprise since he did threaten to beat my ass at the end of October after saying some stuff that really pissed him off. aside from that I noticed something that oddly enough felt weird yet comforting at the same time. as it turns out kervin, who'll pretty much kill me for this, is negative as FUCK and every time he says something about society, religion, people, pretty much anything that comes to mind, it's usually something that is both true and negative. to be honest he's pretty much right about a lot of stuff like nothing's gonna change or everything's gonna suck in the future but I doubt anyone's gonna listen besides who even cares anymore. anyway if someone reads this, which I surely doubt, don't bother saying anything no ones answering, see you all next year.