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I QUIT! I cannot live with myself for this emotional pain!
6 years ago
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Despite EVERYTHING I try to make amends to the one friend who blocks me at every turn
he does when he breaks me into a battle, after all these years, 10 YEARS, he puts me in a grave!
I just can't take this torment! It's too much to bare! I apologized, gave him heartful notes, even tried
speaking to him about his misunderstandings, and nothing was reconciled! What am I supposed to do?!
I LOST my greatest guy I ever had! No one really loves me! He thinks I'm a monster!
A evil entity devoided of caring or loving! I only wanted unity! Now, I'm even more dreadfully depressed!
I never blocked him this much as he did to me... and despite all my good done in the past, he doesn't
see my turmoil or my misery. I really can't live like this, anymore... I don't know what to do with myself...
Why... ? Why cannot people set aside their petty differences and misunderstandings for ONE DAY to fix bonds?
Am I suffer because I am not the perfect guy for friendship? We're both hot-heads, but I have a limit.
I could NEVER hate him so much like he does to me, now. My grudges only lasts so long...
I know when it's time to give up anger and comfort people you hurt. But, it's all over... he clearly doesn't want me...
He thinks I don't like girls and too "gay-pride" to like anything he makes and get mad for anything with only vagoo!
I LIKE his female stuff! I even adore herms, so I'm not ALL gay!
It's the fact I have a limit of how many vanilla girl stuff shoved in my face at once that make me jolt, unfavorably!
HE doesn't understand me, at all! 10 years and he missed this detail of myself! I feel DEAD! This is my fate?! Eternal agony!?
I can't win at life, no matter how hard I make up for mistakes! It's utterly horrible to be me!
LIVING day by day, yearning your familiar to come back! I never find peace! Can the pain STOP?! I just... WHY?!
No one really even CARES for my sorrows!
he does when he breaks me into a battle, after all these years, 10 YEARS, he puts me in a grave!
I just can't take this torment! It's too much to bare! I apologized, gave him heartful notes, even tried
speaking to him about his misunderstandings, and nothing was reconciled! What am I supposed to do?!
I LOST my greatest guy I ever had! No one really loves me! He thinks I'm a monster!
A evil entity devoided of caring or loving! I only wanted unity! Now, I'm even more dreadfully depressed!
I never blocked him this much as he did to me... and despite all my good done in the past, he doesn't
see my turmoil or my misery. I really can't live like this, anymore... I don't know what to do with myself...
Why... ? Why cannot people set aside their petty differences and misunderstandings for ONE DAY to fix bonds?
Am I suffer because I am not the perfect guy for friendship? We're both hot-heads, but I have a limit.
I could NEVER hate him so much like he does to me, now. My grudges only lasts so long...
I know when it's time to give up anger and comfort people you hurt. But, it's all over... he clearly doesn't want me...
He thinks I don't like girls and too "gay-pride" to like anything he makes and get mad for anything with only vagoo!
I LIKE his female stuff! I even adore herms, so I'm not ALL gay!
It's the fact I have a limit of how many vanilla girl stuff shoved in my face at once that make me jolt, unfavorably!
HE doesn't understand me, at all! 10 years and he missed this detail of myself! I feel DEAD! This is my fate?! Eternal agony!?
I can't win at life, no matter how hard I make up for mistakes! It's utterly horrible to be me!
LIVING day by day, yearning your familiar to come back! I never find peace! Can the pain STOP?! I just... WHY?!
No one really even CARES for my sorrows!
If you need someone to talk to, just talk to me, know that I care. You seem very affected by what happened, and trust me, you aren't the only one who has ever suffered this kind of pain. Please listen to what I say, okay? You are loved. It may seem like you aren't right now, but trust me. You are a good person and DESERVE to be loved, anyways. Okay?