Putting my accounts and projects on ice for the time being
6 years ago
Ladies and gentlemen, Friends and colleagues, everyone who follows me.
I have an important announcement to make...
some of you know about my mental health struggles. recently it's gotten much, much worse.
I've grown unstable, unable to control my emotional outbursts, escalating from laughter to a complete rage filled berserk within minutes.
for two years I've been trying to stay as the artist you know and love... artist who you started following... but i have been unable to deliver... attempts were made.... and most of the time failed.
one project has trapped me to a prison... Project that I've been working on for two years nonstop on top of my 8h employment shift 5 times a week.
i have reached my limits... i can't go on...
so.... i'm gonna put my art galleries as well as projects on ice for undetermined amount of time...
this means i cannot post new art or finish promised projects...
i apologise from everyone...
and honestly... my biggest fear is that i turn obscure and fade out if i don't post anything in ages....
but this madness needs to stop. for the sake of my own mental capacity.
I've blown my fuses without a reason on innocent people, bystanders... even friendly people who just said "hi".
i don't know when i can return to normal art again... when i'm free from this nightmare project that's taken 2 years out of my life and my sanity....
i'm sorry i haven't been the artist you started following. Artist you admired... loved...
I've taken a hard fall...
and i cannot go on....
i hope you people forgive me.
~RG
I have an important announcement to make...
some of you know about my mental health struggles. recently it's gotten much, much worse.
I've grown unstable, unable to control my emotional outbursts, escalating from laughter to a complete rage filled berserk within minutes.
for two years I've been trying to stay as the artist you know and love... artist who you started following... but i have been unable to deliver... attempts were made.... and most of the time failed.
one project has trapped me to a prison... Project that I've been working on for two years nonstop on top of my 8h employment shift 5 times a week.
i have reached my limits... i can't go on...
so.... i'm gonna put my art galleries as well as projects on ice for undetermined amount of time...
this means i cannot post new art or finish promised projects...
i apologise from everyone...
and honestly... my biggest fear is that i turn obscure and fade out if i don't post anything in ages....
but this madness needs to stop. for the sake of my own mental capacity.
I've blown my fuses without a reason on innocent people, bystanders... even friendly people who just said "hi".
i don't know when i can return to normal art again... when i'm free from this nightmare project that's taken 2 years out of my life and my sanity....
i'm sorry i haven't been the artist you started following. Artist you admired... loved...
I've taken a hard fall...
and i cannot go on....
i hope you people forgive me.
~RG
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I can totally understand why you must do this. So I can forgive you.
Good luck and please stay safe.
I just need time.
I hooe i can return to my best soon. but knowing how severe case this is, its gonna be awhilr.
All I can say is, do take all the time you need to recover and get better soon, dude. Take care.
i'll be back someday. And hope i can rebuild my artistic visions.
We're not going anywhere. Don't worry about being forgotten, because you have a lot of us that care for you.
Take it easy, bud.
I'll do my best sorting this out. So i can return as a healed, stable individual.