I'm back for.. comfort? Have a journal
6 years ago
General
I don't know why I'm back.
I'm not back.
Furaffinity is just a place that sits in my memories from when I was a teenager. I suppose it was a pleasant enough community and no one else knows I'm here. Here, I'm.. comfortable.
ANYWAYS I just wanted to see how my life's changed so I'm redoing this journal from a few (6/7) years back.
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1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Absolutely.
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Taken oop
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
I'd say thanks.
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
No but that's something I 100% would say.
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
No
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Thanksgiving I guess.
7: Do you want to be single?
Not really.
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Stayed in all day. I rarely get a day off nowadays so I take full advantage of them when I do. And do nothing XD
9: How late did you stay up last night?
Pffff probably about 3am.
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
My current girlfriend.
11: Last three things you had to drink?
I had a lot of tea today but the last thing I had was some hot choccy.
12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
Yes, yes I have.
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
I'm not really sure. I think I meant it in the moment, but later realized that I didn't. These things.. are complicated.
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Oh definitely.
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Sure is :))
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Nope! Been with my girlfriend for almost 2 years now.
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Don't judge me, but still sleeping. I slept in super late today.
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
My sister.
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Oh absolutely not.
20: What would you name your future daughter?
I have a list somewhere with names I like, but my favorite is Arryn/Erin.
21: Do you miss anyone?
I don't think so.
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
No but that would be an interesting story XD
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
Don't think so?
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Ehh, sometimes. Depends who's around me.
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Oh yes
26: Who did you last see in person?
My mom
27:Are you listening to music right now?
Nope
D8: What is something you currently want right now?
To NOT go to work the next 2 days. That place is just too draining.
29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
Something about my cat to my mom.
30: How is your heart lately?
Kind of weird actually. Nothing's wrong, I just feel.. numb.
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
If it looks good on me.
32: Are you wearing socks?
Yess, my feets are cold.
33: What do people call you?
Masha
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Don't think so. Not feeling too social lately.
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Ehh, maybe my job?
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
My cat's currently sleeping next to me in bed. Does that count?
37: Did you do something bad today?
Surprisingly no
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Uhhh I think my dad hugged me yesterday.
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
Really depends. Lately I just feel numb.
40: Will you sing today?
Nah
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
HA. Always.
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
I don't even know anymore. Normally I'd go to my girlfriend.
43: Have you ever seen taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
Nope
44: What are you listening to right now?
Parents talking downstairs.
45: What is wrong with you right now?
Just figuring myself out & my relationships. Trying to figure out what makes me happiest. Currently no progress has been made.
46: What is on your wrists right now?
Nothing
47: Where dik you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
From a friend about 6/7 years ago.
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Hot chocolate:)
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
Yeah, still do.
50: Are you a good artist?
Damn I hope so. I have my doubts, but overall I think I'm good.
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
It can be if you make it
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
Six months ago I think I was deEP in depresso expresso, so no. I climbed out.
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
No
54: Do you have trust issues?
Not really
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
Oof, almost all night, with my old bff
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Probably
57: Do you use chap stick?
I really should, but I don't
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
Yep, back in high school.
59: Do you have a little sister?
Yep. We're 12 years apart. She just got back from the hospital today, I missed having her around the house. Too quiet.
60: Have you ever been to New York?
Many a time
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Oh, for sure.
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Yep
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Catching up on the new season of She-Ra.
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
Yeah, but it's far, far back in the past now.
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Always? No. A lot of the time? Yes, a few people.
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
Yep
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
Nope
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Depends on my mood, but I'm good either way.
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
I think I'm working that day so probably not.
I'm not back.
Furaffinity is just a place that sits in my memories from when I was a teenager. I suppose it was a pleasant enough community and no one else knows I'm here. Here, I'm.. comfortable.
ANYWAYS I just wanted to see how my life's changed so I'm redoing this journal from a few (6/7) years back.
---
1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Absolutely.
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Taken oop
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
I'd say thanks.
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
No but that's something I 100% would say.
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
No
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Thanksgiving I guess.
7: Do you want to be single?
Not really.
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Stayed in all day. I rarely get a day off nowadays so I take full advantage of them when I do. And do nothing XD
9: How late did you stay up last night?
Pffff probably about 3am.
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
My current girlfriend.
11: Last three things you had to drink?
I had a lot of tea today but the last thing I had was some hot choccy.
12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
Yes, yes I have.
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
I'm not really sure. I think I meant it in the moment, but later realized that I didn't. These things.. are complicated.
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Oh definitely.
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Sure is :))
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Nope! Been with my girlfriend for almost 2 years now.
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Don't judge me, but still sleeping. I slept in super late today.
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
My sister.
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Oh absolutely not.
20: What would you name your future daughter?
I have a list somewhere with names I like, but my favorite is Arryn/Erin.
21: Do you miss anyone?
I don't think so.
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
No but that would be an interesting story XD
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
Don't think so?
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Ehh, sometimes. Depends who's around me.
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Oh yes
26: Who did you last see in person?
My mom
27:Are you listening to music right now?
Nope
D8: What is something you currently want right now?
To NOT go to work the next 2 days. That place is just too draining.
29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
Something about my cat to my mom.
30: How is your heart lately?
Kind of weird actually. Nothing's wrong, I just feel.. numb.
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
If it looks good on me.
32: Are you wearing socks?
Yess, my feets are cold.
33: What do people call you?
Masha
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Don't think so. Not feeling too social lately.
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Ehh, maybe my job?
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
My cat's currently sleeping next to me in bed. Does that count?
37: Did you do something bad today?
Surprisingly no
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Uhhh I think my dad hugged me yesterday.
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
Really depends. Lately I just feel numb.
40: Will you sing today?
Nah
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
HA. Always.
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
I don't even know anymore. Normally I'd go to my girlfriend.
43: Have you ever seen taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
Nope
44: What are you listening to right now?
Parents talking downstairs.
45: What is wrong with you right now?
Just figuring myself out & my relationships. Trying to figure out what makes me happiest. Currently no progress has been made.
46: What is on your wrists right now?
Nothing
47: Where dik you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
From a friend about 6/7 years ago.
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Hot chocolate:)
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
Yeah, still do.
50: Are you a good artist?
Damn I hope so. I have my doubts, but overall I think I'm good.
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
It can be if you make it
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
Six months ago I think I was deEP in depresso expresso, so no. I climbed out.
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
No
54: Do you have trust issues?
Not really
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
Oof, almost all night, with my old bff
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Probably
57: Do you use chap stick?
I really should, but I don't
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
Yep, back in high school.
59: Do you have a little sister?
Yep. We're 12 years apart. She just got back from the hospital today, I missed having her around the house. Too quiet.
60: Have you ever been to New York?
Many a time
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Oh, for sure.
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Yep
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Catching up on the new season of She-Ra.
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
Yeah, but it's far, far back in the past now.
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Always? No. A lot of the time? Yes, a few people.
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
Yep
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
Nope
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Depends on my mood, but I'm good either way.
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
I think I'm working that day so probably not.
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