A New Chapter Begins [Life Update]
6 years ago
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"Life is like a book.
Some chapters are sad, some are happy and some are exciting, but if you never turn the page you will never know what the next chapter has in store for you."
Heyo anyone that reads my journals! Long time no say anything, a little over half a year in fact! As one that can guess after my last journal I've largely been taking time to recover and self reflect after the end of my divorce. I moved back in with my folks states away from my ex-wife with the help of a friend that became my girlfriend, and went on to trying to get through life. During those months I saw a counselor to deal with my depression and self-esteem issues I've had for years even before my marriage resurfaced once more with a vengeance. During those months I continued my work as a Certified Nursing Assistant at a much slower paced facility in comparison to what I'm used to as to not aggravate my stress levels self-inflicted by imagined accusations of my inadequacy.
Thankfully after all these months I've finally gotten to a point where I felt I could fully and completely move onto the next chapter of my life. In doing so I've moved once more (yay 2 moves in one year!) to yet another state in the US to be with the aforementioned girlfriend. I won't lie that I still have all sorts of stress considering how the last relationship went. I'm blessed that my precious one knows and understands this, is giving me space when I need it all the while being there for me when I need her. I'm quite happy with where my life is going these days, though now I have a fair amount of stuff to get used to with this move.
That being said I just wanted to give what few followers I have that care a heads up. Thanks for any new watchers I've had since my last journal despite my lack of activity.
I hope you all have some Happy Holidays coming up, along with a Happy New Year. Take care all of you, I'll see you around maybe on occasion.
-OrnTrothar
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