So i went to get out our Christmas stuff. And come to find out it was all thrown away!! My tree, my lights! Everyrthing my sons first ornament from last year! All gone! I have no job to replace anything! Its killing me so bad. This fucking hurts man...

What happened to it? We live in a 2 family flat we share a basement. In our side of the basement is where our stuff was. The mother fucker down stairs threw it out saying "oh i thought it was my old stuff, i got new stuff this year so i didnt need the old stuff." MOTHER FUCKER! IT WAS WITH OUR STUFF IN OUR SIDE OF THE BASEMENT BEHIND A HOOKED DOOR!! so he new what he was doing. Fucking prick. And he refuses to pay for anything! And the landlord wont do nothing cuz he said theres no proof what he threw out wasnt his! Like are u kidding me?! So yea. No tree, no lights, no nothing. I was waiting so long to see my sons eyes light up this year when he seen the tree. Cuz last year he really didnt understand it. I..i feel so damn broken. I know some people are like. Its just a tree. That maybe so. But the joy behind the pretty lights and everything Christmas is gone. Why does this have to happen now? I loose my job. All of my Christmas stuff was thrown out. We have no money to replace anything. I just wanna give up so bad. I fucking hate hate hate this every last fucking bit! Every time i start doing good i get kicked in the face and pushed down in to sinking mud. Im just so tired. Also sorry for yhe rant. I just have no one to talk to and i needed to get my feelings out.