If this bird can say. You are certainly loved here and admired.
I’m always open to talk if you need a shoulder to lean on.

i'm sorry but i know i dont have plance anywhere i dont know how talk with people everything i do i fuck up

i feel other artist look at me with disgust and heatred

You’re talking with me just fine, and it hasn’t been broken or ruined yet. I am sorry this is happening. Wishing this bird could be of more help to letting you feel better and not so hurt.

how sad

People have paid for your art, though! You do have fans who value your work

we love you your not a bad person you didn't fuck up anything to me >W<

Don't me too hard on yourself. You are an Awesome person!

I can relate to what you are saying, I suck at contact with other people as well and fell very similar to this at times ><
But I do know your work is not worth nothing, you are one of my favourite artists, It's always exciting to see you upload something

but all like you espesly other artists me no one and if go about other artists they dont even see me

I don't know what you mean about all other artist liking me, I know know a few others.
But look how many people have replied to this journal with their support in a short amount of time, this doesn't seem like someone that is disliked or hated.

I don’t know you well enough to help out, but I do have one thing to say.
Welcome to the family, we all have our big problems.

I can sympathize with you.

Socializing is really hard. I relate to it all.
I may not have much to say here, since we don't really talk much. But I do like you and your art. ^^

No worries, it happens to me all the time. I tend to heat up and say stuff strongly only to regret it later on. I get your feeling.

No worries. I get your feeling. It happens to me all the time. I tend to heat up and say stuff I soon regret. You're not alone.

I understand you. I get the same problem all the time. You're not alone.

I understand. Happens to me all the time.

Hecc man, your works are really great, I literally have a best friend who is in love with your work because you pull it off so well, and just like everyone else says here, but on socializing, I really feel that pain deep inside, I know exactly where your coming from, yeah it’s gonna ache, it’s gonna make you feel like shit, but’s that’s why you look jack and learn from those mistakes

You're a good person, as far as I've seen a lot of artists accept you and you're amazing work

I'm not mad at you. And don't ever say "that'll change." I've delt with people who acted like this, where they think they are useless to society and think no one wants them. Tomek, we may not be friends, but I always loved your art. Socializing is hard, and with people you don't know you don't know what to say. I've been there. But if you want to be friends, I'll never be upset at you. Never ever. I like your art. I honestly want to commission from you one day.

There is ZERO reason to apologize like this. You aren't annoying at all Tomek. Don't feel bad about anything.

NEVER apologize for who you are! You are not annoying or a bad person and there is plenty of greatness inside of you! You may not see it so much at the moment, but others do. There is so much to live for in this life, you may be stuck in a rut for the time being but you will find your way out of it, I know you will! Just stay strong and hang in there! The light WILL shine through the clouds again!

Hey there friend, we haven't had much communication but I wanted to tell you that I really love your art. You seem like a rad person and it's a struggle to see anybody posting frustrations and sadness like this. Just please know, communications are always a struggle but I'd be happy to be your friend regardless.

I've never had any trouble communicating with you, I think you do a good job. I'm not sure who's upset at you for what but they're probably being unreasonable.

i cant say i understand your feelings 100%.. i cant. but i can say that just because i dont know them myself. does not mean i shouldent help. i am more then willing as best i can to help.

and your art.. i would say is great. especialy when you compaire it to mine. i allways thout it was neet and clean. varry snazzy. and smoth

i hope tat you can feel better. and tho i never commented on your art at all. i think you are great. and so is your art.

I've never had an issue with you. Not everyone is food with words especially me. You for sure have a future ahead of you. Just keep at that what I've always had to do. And believe me when I say I've always loved your art. I remember wanting something from you well before I had a character or money to draw and pay you with. I did finally get a piece from you and oh man I love it. You also need to keep in mind people can be unreasonably rude, as some who deals with the public daily, it's just a fact. Keep doing great and keep your head up, don't let the crown fall off

now who ever said you were annoying?, that's just not true at all, for as long as I've been following you and your work on here I never thought you were annoying at all, some people out there can be rude, mean, and even inconsiderate or disrespectful, but that's just some people, there's a lot of people out there that would think you're something special in your own way and would make you feel welcomed where-ever you are, whether it be here in this community or somewhere out there, in fact your comment section here is a good prime example of this, looking at some these comments I can tell they still care for you and will treat you like a friend or even welcome you as a family member
and your work?, it's never worth nothing, it'll always bring a smile on someone's face and will always inspire someone out there to follow in your footsteps and want to do what you're doing, there was something said to you about your art a long time ago and I usually say this about other people's art too, but i said like this
"your art is worth faving" and to me your art really is worth faving, and it's inspired me to want to persue doing my own artistic thing, your art is just some of the many kinds of artwork on here and in the furry community that's inspired me to do what I'm doing right now, I guess what I'm really trying to say is, you shouldn't give up on what you love doing, you shouldn't give up on your passion if this is your passion?, you shouldn't give it up just because of what others would think of it, I had some people on here sort of disagree with on some things I've written about but that hasn't stopped me from continuing on, cause there just opinions, it doesn't matter to me what people would think or even think of me I'm still gonna keep marching on doing what I love to do and you can too

I'm pretty much feeling the same way about myself right now, actually. It's a terrible feeling and I don't wish it on anyone. I slip into depression, and basically I don't have anything else to talk about. People claim they're not tired of listening to it, yet I always feel more like a ghost in the room, speaking and being ignored. Currently, I've pulled out of all group chats I'm normally in. I'm just so tired of being alone and unwanted.

we all fuck up from time to time. Even if we dwell on it, that does mean you or that feeling will have to go away. I have social phobia and I shy from a signal glance. Outburst happen but you have to accept them because that what makes you YOU. I hope you pull threw what ever is your going through.

PS this about a artist calibration right?

Feeling the same quite often. Usually im turning off the internet i that case and draw things for myself then

I dunno what's wrong exactly but you certainly do have a place here. Your art is great and I'm sure you're a good guy too!

I've been following you a long time, and I love how your art has grown and developed.

You have to do what's right for yourself, if you leave here though, I will miss seeing your art.

A lot of people go trough similar emotional phase as you now. Trust me, it's just your anxieties and fears exaggerating other annoyances, people are quick to forget you being awkward or annoying as long as you learn to respect their time and not interfere or bother them.

I'm sorry to hear you're going through a rough period. Be assured, you and your art are quite popular. Indeed, 3800+ people like your art well enough to be constantly on the lookout for new stuff from you. I can't believe none of them are also artists.

Forgive me if I'm reading too much into it, but this reads disturbingly like a last note before a suicide. If you are feeling something along these lines, I urge you to call 1-800-273-8255 and reach out to the National Suicide Prevention Hotline (for Americans... which I don't know if you are).

You are liked. Your art is liked. You're not "messing up everything" at all, I promise.

I feel similar to this a lot
You know you're worth existing, and you just need to surround yourself with friends that think the same
I know for a fact that there are a lot of people in this corner of the internet that care for and support you

You draw great stuff. Now, live. It annoys the people who got to you.

I didnt have that much time to talk with you, but dont be sorry for who you are. Sure there might be people who are mad, but im sure that there are more who like you!

From one fellow to another, you are not annoying or a fuck up.
Fostering good relationships with other people is not easy, but all the comments here in support of you definitely show that there are people that care about you.