hello anyone that reads this (hope your doing well). So I felt like I should post a bit of an update about whats going on in my life lately. So let me start out with the positive. It's christmas soon which is always exciting. I love christmas personally. I love snow and the darker times outside. It just feels alot more tranquil and nice. Also its my brothers birthday on Saturday and my mothers next tuesday. On friday im going to see a nurse I meet every other month to talk about my mental health. It's been ups and downs lately to be honest.

Now for some of the less good things thats happend. I had a huge argument with one of my best friends. It ended up with me in the psychiatric emergency room (nothing to serious I was let go the same night because I was feeling better). However he has now blocked my phone number, removed me from battle.net and removed and blocked me on facebook. All of this has been taking its toll on me. So my mental health has been all over the place lately.

On the 17th im going to see my mental health doctor and im going to ask him if he can give me a referral to get some weight loss surgery. I really need it I currently weight 120kg and I can barely stand looking at myself in the mirror. Hopefully I get the referral and get this sorted in a few months.

I'ts also getting closer to Nordicfuzzcon which is always nice cant wait to get there and have some fun in the new year.


Anyway I think thats about it for now. Hope you all have a great christmas and a happy new year :)