I am here in Miramar Beach, Florida, 3 hours from where I live at. My family and I are staying in a vacationing condo instead of a hotel and I've been enjoying my wonderful time since yesterday until today................

This mess has started after my mom was driving me to the closest dumpster to take out the rest of the trash. I did the throwing while my mom was helping me take out everything off the trust. I got back into the truck and my was driving back to the condo. My mom was acting unhappy with what I said about what would I go with the money if I won the Powerball or Mega Millions jackpot and so she asked me why do I need my own place and I didn't know how to answer that. And then my mom scolded me for telling my aunt how my dad treated me and I told her that she haven't helped me which why I had my aunt helping me. She also brought up the fact that I was trying to meet with someone when I don't even know them she claimed. She even explained how bad meeting people online is and why I shouldn't do that with my family knowing and told me that she heard on a news about a college student getting kidnapped after heading out to meet with a person whe she online and there are many people whp might get killed or kidnapped. She was worried that if I do that, I might be kidnapped, abducted, or killed and my parents won't able to reach me. So she banned me from having friends because I could be betrayed soon that someone could come over to my house and kill me or one of my family members which is not true at all. She forbidden me from meeting with someone but just my family member. I started crying like, I couldn't spend my last night in the vacation condo without being happy. I love having friends and hangout with them. There is nothing wrong with that unlessI want to get myself killed or kidnapped. I always thought twice... I thought my mom doesn't mind since I'm 26 but she doesn't care about what makes me happy....

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9321538/ Remember. This journal? I can about what happened last month. I accidentally sent the text message to my mom last month. The text I accidentally sent to my mom was that I was just letting a local fur know that I didn't know a one of the local coffee shops closes on Sundays and I've asked of he would meet with me at the other coffee shop here instead and then I sent it without looking at the name on the top. And then, she called me on the phone being unhappy with me that I was going to meet someone. She asked who I was meeting, what his name, if he's black or white, and how long I've known him. And also said to me that I don't know this guy when I already did the right thing getting to know them first which its usually important.

I am so over it...