Hope you all can enjoy those stressful days with your familiy and friends.

I cant realy enjoy them. Everyone around me seems to be happy. I am not happy.
Depression pushes me away further from those who i love the most. I am not giving up at all, but when will it be over?
I am hurting and annoying my friends, only to keep myself away from my depression and try to be happy.

I cant force them to stay near to me, but they force me to get a better "myself". To get back to my old form. I am repeating myself, thanks for staying so far. The future will bring us much joy, i promiss.