It's has been awhile since I last wrote journal so I'm gonna keep this brief as possible...
I hope you guys doing well and having and awesome Christmas, mines couldn't been better for the most part, more or less I guess...

Now I will announce few things regarding my future plans after the holidays. I wanted to get bCk to drawing and writing fan fics or what not but due to what has been happening and what I'm going through I am afraid to say it's null and void. So I will apologize for everyone who is looking forward to see my sketches and fanfic again. I will however comment and favorite other pics from other artists, writers, etc.

I know this is suppose to be a cheerful Time and of spending this holiday with friends and family but to be honest I lost interest in the holidays and other special occasions.

So to confess I am acting like this due to still mourning of my father which lost of you should know has past away back in 2018, almost 2 years ago and I am STILL mourning and missed him. And the fact he is gone drastically changed my perception and how I live my life altogether.

It's even worse now because I have to walk out of my job because the retail company I was working at were being a bunch of money grubbing assholes, but I didn't walk out empty handed though I made sure I have the last word that could not cripple but let them know to not fuck with me especially in the sour and sour mood I was in on that day. (only to ended being accused and then threaten with lawsuits and crinimal charges for stealing their money but ended up doubling down and instead ended up just state wide banning from shopping at their stores)

Now I do have family left but sadly my family I severe ties switch them and the only family I have left is my brother (and you should already know him already but hardly goes to FA anymore due to living his life with his actual girlfriend (now his fiance) but he too spending time with his friends.

So yeah I am just gonna treat the holidays from hear on out as another casual day. Whatever holiday spirit I have is now gone. And don't worry bout me everyone, I'll be fine more or less. I do wanna thank one good friend for cheering me up and tried to keep my spirits up. With that being all said. I am truly sorry for the inconveniences, I'm sorry that won't make future fan fics and pictures as much as I want to. And I am sorry to put it bluntly wasting your time of reading this journal.

Merry Christmas everyone.