Just something dumb
6 years ago
Sometimes I wonder & question why I have the friends I have now, why they would want someone like me around. Why would should they bother or care. I feel like I'm broken & have no meaning, no purpose, no true life. Being in a void of who I am, who I wish & want to be. Living in what feels like a broken & misplaced world. Where I feel I don't fit or belong in what so ever. I trying hiding myself away from it all. I try to fall into my own little world to try & forget it all. But it only helps for so long before the feelings try to reemerge back forth, bring me back to my pitiful state. Where to try to find a new world to jump into or go back to old. To try & mend its broken meaning which failed me before. I've tried to escape this world as I was younger and even so last year. I can't bring myself fully to do so besides the one time when I was younger. I feel as if I missed so many opportunities as I've grown in this life. Feeling like I've been lost for entire life time...
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why people care, cause they see something you are to blind to see cause is within you, why people stay with you, cause you have some value to them, and they love you for who you are, never forget that.
But each one of us is part of each other in some way or form. we're walking jigsaw puzzles. the only difference between the two is we make up ourselves more and more out of spare pieces, given and shared with us by our friends.
You want to change your life, the things around you? Take your time. Don't go at it alone. Let your friends help you out. Because you're working together, despite having separate goals. They're your cheer team, your council, your second opinion.
Take small steps.
Make a better future, together.
For instance, I'm going to ask you to do one thing. Out of everything that has gone on today, what was the best thing in it?
Replying to this journal, sharing my feelings about how one tries to find their place in life, let alone the world, is mine. Because I hope that even though my voice can't be heard through paragraphs and sentences, I hope that the spirit of what I'm conveying is reachable. And I can guarantee you, that nothing else I'll end up doing today means more than what I'm doing right now.
Share something from your day with us, pretty please?