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New year, who dis?
6 years ago
== Recording to logbook ==
Two hours to go until it's 2020 in my timezone, but I'm already tired and going to head to bed soon.
Thing is, I look back very briefly at this past year... Too much turmoil. I hardly even feel like I was living in it. Just... 12 months that flew by, and I can barely remember what all happened in it.
Besides...
Well, 2020 can only be an improvement, some might say. I won't say it, though. I feel like if I do, I'd set myself up for a bigger crash-and-burn than I've had to suffer through this year. Which... I know I mentally, physically, and emotionally cannot take, not ever again.
I'm in too fragile of a state.
Y'all can celebrate. I'm just going to head to bed.
And stop wishing me any "happy" holiday. It doesn't work that way.
Thing is, I look back very briefly at this past year... Too much turmoil. I hardly even feel like I was living in it. Just... 12 months that flew by, and I can barely remember what all happened in it.
Besides...
Well, 2020 can only be an improvement, some might say. I won't say it, though. I feel like if I do, I'd set myself up for a bigger crash-and-burn than I've had to suffer through this year. Which... I know I mentally, physically, and emotionally cannot take, not ever again.
I'm in too fragile of a state.
Y'all can celebrate. I'm just going to head to bed.
And stop wishing me any "happy" holiday. It doesn't work that way.
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