2019 has been an incredibly rough year for me. I’ve lost….a lot. I’ve lost friends near and dear to me. I’ve lost the respect and goodwill of people I’ve admired. I even lost my grand-father this year. I made an attempt on my life, thinking it was over, because I truly felt hopeless. And for a long while, it was. Even after surviving the attempt, there was a lot of damage done to the relationships I’ve made. Most of them, irreparable.

But that’s why I’m so god damn thankful for the friends I have left. They have been literal angels for supporting me through this really harsh time. I haven’t been the easiest to deal with while I recover. I often do relapse into negative moments when things kinda…trigger and provoke a few reminders. So it means even more to me that y’all have stuck by me.

I know I screw up sometimes and I’m not the best person to be around with all the time. But honestly, without the honest love and support, I probably wouldn’t be here. So I’m eternally grateful for all you guys in my life. No words can express the genuine gratitude I have for you all. Thanks for making 2019 bearable and hopefully 2020 is a really great year for everyone of us.