A Happy New Year to you all! (Updates!)
5 years ago
I hope this year will be better than the last one.
First, I apologise for my extended absence (again!). I was finally diagnosed with both clinical depression and anxiety, which I’ve experienced most of my adult life (anxiety even longer). I had hoped it would just go away on its own, and I would just “man up” and soldier on it as I had previously done, but it just got worse these last few months.
So now I have gotten myself onto citalopram, and OH BOY IS IT WRECKING MAH SHIT! It’s been about 5 weeks now, and it’s really not done much other than mess with my sleep. Here’s hoping that it may start working soon, otherwise I must find another.
So as a result I’ve been artistically inactive (other than the occasional day of lucidity), so I haven’t gotten around to working on art requests which are due. I know you guys have been waiting patiently (or maybe you have just forgotten), but at the moment I consider the priority to be looking after myself, so you may have to wait longer; I apologise. Instead, I’ve been working on a personal project (for my sanity), which I will share sometime soon (hopefully).
I’ve also been reflecting on previous years and am making my new year resolutions (it’s never too late guys!). One thing I want to do is interact more with people; Especially with my watchers and the people I watch; I confess to being that guy that never comments on anything, as I just don’t feel that strong a need to connect with people (where’re my fellow autists at?!).
So on that note, do you guys have any suggestions for stuff you’d like to see from me this year, once I get my shit together? I wonder what things are popular with the kids these days; I’m pretty out of the loop!
Again, I hope you guys have a great start to this decade, and all the new terrible genres of music it will bring!
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First, I apologise for my extended absence (again!). I was finally diagnosed with both clinical depression and anxiety, which I’ve experienced most of my adult life (anxiety even longer). I had hoped it would just go away on its own, and I would just “man up” and soldier on it as I had previously done, but it just got worse these last few months.
So now I have gotten myself onto citalopram, and OH BOY IS IT WRECKING MAH SHIT! It’s been about 5 weeks now, and it’s really not done much other than mess with my sleep. Here’s hoping that it may start working soon, otherwise I must find another.
So as a result I’ve been artistically inactive (other than the occasional day of lucidity), so I haven’t gotten around to working on art requests which are due. I know you guys have been waiting patiently (or maybe you have just forgotten), but at the moment I consider the priority to be looking after myself, so you may have to wait longer; I apologise. Instead, I’ve been working on a personal project (for my sanity), which I will share sometime soon (hopefully).
I’ve also been reflecting on previous years and am making my new year resolutions (it’s never too late guys!). One thing I want to do is interact more with people; Especially with my watchers and the people I watch; I confess to being that guy that never comments on anything, as I just don’t feel that strong a need to connect with people (where’re my fellow autists at?!).
So on that note, do you guys have any suggestions for stuff you’d like to see from me this year, once I get my shit together? I wonder what things are popular with the kids these days; I’m pretty out of the loop!
Again, I hope you guys have a great start to this decade, and all the new terrible genres of music it will bring!
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