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New years, and a new decade,
6 years ago
2019 was a crazy year! It was a kind of a progressive year on my end, from getting my career off the ground to being able to start my career from the end of it.
Taking a look back from the previous decade, has been surreal. The beginning of it wasn't too bad, i went and graduated high school, i ended up working more than i attended college, and thats all i really can remember really. During the middle of the decade, i ended up meeting and going threw some of the worst moments and relationships, and that followed into the end of the decade. However, i met some of the most amazing people and friends, while burning a lot of bridges myself. and when i look back on it, i wasn't happy. i wasn't happy i was lied to, cheated, and talked shit on and have my name run threw the mud on from people that i used to call friends.
(Dont get me wrong, i wasnt a saint either, i was an asshole)
the ending of the decade, turned out to be the best. i worked, cause i cant seem to not wanna work, i ended up taking up an amazing career and ive been challenged and pushed into doing something ive always wanted. i met new friends and colleagues that not only supported me but cared. Like legit cared and gave a fuck.
but you really cant change the past. In the end, They got what they wanted. and im DONE not being happy. i think this new year and decade im going to focus on my life some more, along with start new on here with FA. I'd love to reconnect with old and former friends, and i think its time to apologize for my own misdoings as well.
TLDR: The beginning, and ending of the decade was great. the middle blew hardcore. im really wanting to focus on being happier than i am now, and im wanting to reconnect with my old friends. lets hope they want to reconnect with me as well. 