I have an urge to talk about sexuality and how it influences my life.
But I don't know how to do it without looking creepy.
I get horny tingles on main and I spent most of my time getting rid of that feeling, cause
I can't think of other things than lewd stuff all day.
Though I'm afraid of talking about it with friends and loved ones, cause it's kind of an addiction.
Lewd addiction.
There are times where lewd stuff is more importent to me than food.
I would do everything just to get laid but it's more importent to me, to make my partner happy.
I'm addicted to feel someone's getting into ecstasy by taking me and do whatever they want to do, to get to this state.
I'm a sex zombie, in need of ecstasy queens.

When I was younger, I was a young helper at a camping holiday.
Somehow I got to share my tent with two twin girls young helpers my age.
I didn't have any sexual experience or was ever in a relationship at this time.
They were so handsome and we got to know each other more and more and I had a little crush.
I just didn't know how to express my feelings.
But the pressure was too much and i secretly wished for them to take me at night and make me their sex slave.
Puberty hit me hard and today nothing really changed for I am a horny vampire, thirsty for queens moaning in ecstasy.

Or maybe I'm just a desperate hero who wants to help queens in need.