I keep redoing the linework [help?]
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Honestly, not sure how to title this.
For the past month or so I have been having an issue that I cannot seem to resolve.
Whenever I work on a project, no matter what it is, I constantly have an urge to reline it.
It gets to the point where it takes me at least three days to finish the linework of a piece, if not more.
The amount of times on average that it takes for me to finish lining it is at least eight different times.
Maybe more, honestly.
It's only recently sprung up that I have had this insatiable need to reline everything that I am currently working on.
It's starting to stress me out, thinking that I'm taking too long on something, or wasting my time.
I'm curious if anyone has had this problem before, and found a solution for it.
The things I've tried so far is double/triple checking my anatomy, sizing up the canvases, and taking breaks between working on it.
Any outside thoughts and ideas would be super appreciated, because at this point I'm baffled beyond all belief.
Art is never ready, and mistreating yourself inside about something you could have done differently will not help you.
The sensation and urge to reline it is so bad as of late that it is extremely hard to.
If near impossible for me to.
The only time I can really finish a piece is if I am 90% done with the linework, then the itch kicks in. I can ignore it for the last 10%.
Your art is excellent and I know that you know how to make a good illustration.
It is all up to you in the end <3
hope this helps :D
I really hate half assing stuff. I do horrible with tight due dates, because it stresses me out for that reason. I want things to look great, and done in a timely manner.
best of luck figuring out what works for you :D I know youll get there :D
Have you tried experimenting with new brushes or even programs? Or maybe sketch something you never drew before?
I've tried different canvas sizes, to see if that helps, with the brush I like to use that always makes my linework the way I want it. Sometimes it can help, but I haven't been able to pin down a canvas size that works best for everything.
Same with programs as well. It's really hard for me to pick up and learn something, unless someone is there helping to guide my hand. So I'm not sure if I really have the time to learn a new art program when I'm swamped with commissions. Or the right guidance for it.
I recently switched from Sai to Clip Studio, and I feel like I improved a lot, even though I'm still learning to use it.
It may be a phase that just passes. It's unfortunate for now, but sometimes when I work and work and work over something, it DOES turn out better. I feel like I learn, both from the mistakes and the successes. It might take some time for me to figure out how to fix something minor that's bothering me, but to me it's worth it in the end, not only because the piece looks better but because I've learned from figuring it out.
That's assuming you ARE happier with the final product. If so, as we learn, eventually we'll "get it right" sooner and sooner and the reworking won't be as frequent or take as long. If you're NOT happy with the reworking, or happier with the originals, like I said... it's hard, but the simplest answer would be to try to "trust" yourself, then, and just let what you've done the first time sit. It's like having an urge to pick at something -- it sucks, but you just have to force yourself not to do it, or you'll just keep hurting yourself.
I know most of my comment has just been relating to your issue, haha. But I hope you can figure something out for yourself!
I think my anatomy might be better for my reworking. But. I think my linework isn't there. Like, it's not as pleasing to me. Or I'm satisfied in the moment, then disappointed a couple days later. If that makes sense?
I'm sure you already know inside, but for what it's worth to someone who can't see the "intent" that might be driving your redoing, all of your art lately has been incredibly aesthetically pleasing, ESPECIALLY in the lineart. It's the one thing I really admire your art for the most, along with your anatomy. You may not always see it, but we do! <3
Diagnosed with it a year or so ago.
It is more of a PTSD onset kind of thing though.
Good luck!
on the other hand, the more likely case is that it would just drive you right up the wall with the lines not looking exactly the way you want, which I know Rona goes through with stuff they are working on. It's really hard to say how it would help but I wish you the best and hope you find a way to work through it!
If I may share, I'm going through this /almost kinda/ similar situation right now.
I've done thousands of commissions and I tend to obsess over getting things right as long as I could manage to recognize something needed correction.
The better I got with my art, the more intense this became. I was much more forgiving when I first began, I would tell myself I would do better next time and that years from now, whatever issue I had on the prior piece would be a thing of the past.
But now, as I near a decade of commissions for a living, I've grown less tolerant of my errors. I will obsessively resketch the subject over and over and never be pleased with the results. I binge on tutorials focusing on all types of aspects of art to push myself and figure this would help me.
While it DID surge me forward in some aspects, my new problem is my brain is ahead of what my hand is capable of creating.
So now, my mistakes are twice as blaring as ever and I'm not as relaxed as I used to be on taking it in stride no matter how much I try to ignore it.
And the thing is, I know everyone would probably not even notice or care what I uploaded, but something in my brain now continuously obsesses over "no, this ain't it. Again."
Commissions became a literal nightmare because my old record of completing comms in like 5-7 hours turned into 25-30 hours. Just recently, I closed commissions all together because of this. I told people, not permanently, just in case I break this phase after some time, but right now it feels like it may be.
Sorry if I dropped my issues here, I'm more so curious if it's kinda similar to what you're going with?