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6 years ago
♥|| My Dears ||♥
So, there's more shit just stacking onto my plate and I'm at a point where I just... Can't.
I've spent today crying off and on, including while at work, which is just fucking embarrassing.
Essentially, here's the basics;
Mom and Dad have separated, but dad still lives here. Despite that, dad is not helping to pay the rent.
Normally I was paying $100 to $200 a month in rent to my parents (their money covered it so it was more like food money for them), I am now paying $400 a month.
Dad is supposed to be leaving at the end of January, but now he probably won't be gone until the middle of February or something. All because he's not sure about his current job.
And he refuses to look for a place until he knows.
Taxes bit me in the ass this year, I am getting a smidge back from them, but I owe some money to state.
Because of this, despite the fact that I am now living almost entirely beyond my means between minimum payments to my debt and $400 in rent, I will not be doing any commissions or anything of the sort this year. I am exhausted with trying to figure out taxes and stressing out about them in regards to self-employment income. I want a break. I'm burnt out even thinking about commissions.
I am stressed beyond belief and I honestly don't know what to do at this point.
Tack on top of that, my girlfriend won't be graduating until NEXT year instead of this year. 😩😩😩
I'm currently at a point where I'm probably going to have to try to find a part-time job, on top of my full-time job. Just to help me pay my debt down at least somewhat... And *save, save, save* to possibly move next year to be with my girlfriend.
I'm scared. I'm anxious. I'm stressed out. And it's so fucking stupid because it's only 9 days into the new year.
FUCK.
😩😩😩😩
I've spent today crying off and on, including while at work, which is just fucking embarrassing.
Essentially, here's the basics;
Mom and Dad have separated, but dad still lives here. Despite that, dad is not helping to pay the rent.
Normally I was paying $100 to $200 a month in rent to my parents (their money covered it so it was more like food money for them), I am now paying $400 a month.
Dad is supposed to be leaving at the end of January, but now he probably won't be gone until the middle of February or something. All because he's not sure about his current job.
And he refuses to look for a place until he knows.
Taxes bit me in the ass this year, I am getting a smidge back from them, but I owe some money to state.
Because of this, despite the fact that I am now living almost entirely beyond my means between minimum payments to my debt and $400 in rent, I will not be doing any commissions or anything of the sort this year. I am exhausted with trying to figure out taxes and stressing out about them in regards to self-employment income. I want a break. I'm burnt out even thinking about commissions.
I am stressed beyond belief and I honestly don't know what to do at this point.
Tack on top of that, my girlfriend won't be graduating until NEXT year instead of this year. 😩😩😩
I'm currently at a point where I'm probably going to have to try to find a part-time job, on top of my full-time job. Just to help me pay my debt down at least somewhat... And *save, save, save* to possibly move next year to be with my girlfriend.
I'm scared. I'm anxious. I'm stressed out. And it's so fucking stupid because it's only 9 days into the new year.
FUCK.
😩😩😩😩
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(my friends should also be on this list, but it's redundant to repeat them lol)
