Hey guys, I just want to get this outta my chest or share with you guys about my current life situation. First of all, I want to make a quick recap. I had a job in 2018 as animator in anime studio OLM Asia known as making anime pokemon, during my training my dad pass away and my life have changed after that. 2 weeks I haven't see him and last time I see him already feel sick and pass away... quite... it's... anyway, I've endure all the challenge as possibly as I can until a year 2019 I decided to quit my job to stay with my mother... actually more to settle heritages, and many stuff. After quitting I decide to work on by myself using patreon as my main source income... I'm not sure if it gonna work but I don't have much choice.

Now... what worries me at the moment is my current profit income. If you take a look at my patreon https://www.patreon.com/KemonoDream, my total earning is $108 per month which not able to make me survive in long run no matter how aggressive frugal I am. What I'm only ask, if you like my work with my current project Starsuit Fox, please do consider support me on patreon. Everyday I wake up work on the animation from day to night just want to get it done. I know that once the animation finish, what will be next? well... I actually have plan what next project gonna be and it bit bigger than the animation.

I'm sorry end up being begging or trying to get you guys feel sympathy towards me but... This year 2020, I only have 1 year to gather lot of money to buy a house. If I'm not able to succeed this, my mother and I have to move out to the village. I like my village but I grown up in this city where I'm currently living. My guts telling me going back to village might make things hard for me in future. We have family issue and going back to village is not a good idea and not to mention with my current situation. If you guys help me, I able to continue work on this stuff that you and I enjoy!

Reason I'm not getting new job because... I'm afraid... I don't want next time I'm getting a job, I'll lose my mother... losing father is already a great blow to me almost caused me losing myself but I manage to regain my strength . It's mentally, spiritual challenge and not to mention internal struggle I have to face everyday...

Again... I'm sorry about this journal... rant? express? I'm not sure what you call it but thank you for your time read it.
I'll do my best