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6 years ago
== Recording to logbook ==
Two things came up that, combined, caused me to take a mental break from FurAffinity (maybe for the long term, who knows) and Inkbunny.
1. Due to seeing a bunch of great smut art that people have been posting, I guess it left an effect on me mentally. Lots of yearning and jealousy and desire for having the nice things shown in that smut art... I had to unwatch a bunch of people because I didn't want to be exposed to a lot of it at once.
So somebody messaged me angrily, asking me why I would unwatch them, like I was blaming them for doing something wrong in their art and unfriending them. I guess my explanation was not satisfactory to them, because they kept responding angrily to me.
2.Almost immediately afterward, I received news about my ex... Not good news (for me). Turns out that she's still actively spreading lies and rumors about me, and they're getting more outrageous, like that I had physically abused her and left permanent bruises (I'm not that kind of person), and that I was even fooling around with her sister-in-law. Rubbish. I haven't been physical with anyone since she left, like, 8 months ago (even longer before that).
Worst of all, I heard from friends about her social media activity, and they were asking me to identify some individuals in those pictures she was posting. Turns out, she had traveled to be with the guy she had cheated on me with... and stayed for a week, a week and a half or so.
I told them who he was, and... they all but confirmed for me that they consummated their treachery towards me with physical intimacy. Even after she vehemently refuted ever being "that type" of girl.
Bitches be hoes.
Anyways... If I start reducing my presence here, you'll know how well the recovery from this double-whammy is going. I apologize... but I have to look after my own well-being first.
If I have a comm reserved with you and you no longer have access to my reference sheets due to them being on FA, please send me a private message.
1. Due to seeing a bunch of great smut art that people have been posting, I guess it left an effect on me mentally. Lots of yearning and jealousy and desire for having the nice things shown in that smut art... I had to unwatch a bunch of people because I didn't want to be exposed to a lot of it at once.
So somebody messaged me angrily, asking me why I would unwatch them, like I was blaming them for doing something wrong in their art and unfriending them. I guess my explanation was not satisfactory to them, because they kept responding angrily to me.
2.Almost immediately afterward, I received news about my ex... Not good news (for me). Turns out that she's still actively spreading lies and rumors about me, and they're getting more outrageous, like that I had physically abused her and left permanent bruises (I'm not that kind of person), and that I was even fooling around with her sister-in-law. Rubbish. I haven't been physical with anyone since she left, like, 8 months ago (even longer before that).
Worst of all, I heard from friends about her social media activity, and they were asking me to identify some individuals in those pictures she was posting. Turns out, she had traveled to be with the guy she had cheated on me with... and stayed for a week, a week and a half or so.
I told them who he was, and... they all but confirmed for me that they consummated their treachery towards me with physical intimacy. Even after she vehemently refuted ever being "that type" of girl.
Bitches be hoes.
Anyways... If I start reducing my presence here, you'll know how well the recovery from this double-whammy is going. I apologize... but I have to look after my own well-being first.
If I have a comm reserved with you and you no longer have access to my reference sheets due to them being on FA, please send me a private message.
