Hello again~
Sorry for disappearing once more, but my health become quite unpredictible this winter x_x First my spine problems resurfaced and now a streak of killer migrains joined in rendering me unable to get out of my bed for quite a big portion of this time. Top that with useless healthcare (I even ended up in hospital, but they let me go without solving anything or even helping me to at least ease the pain AT ALL) and you have a hiatus ready. And I HATE IT! I'm so fucking tired and fed up with all of that! I want to be able to live normally again, to work, to draw, to ride horses, train zumba... to be fucking able to walk my dogs or cook a dinner! Like really... I'd never think that doing house chores could ever become something I'd wish so badly to be able to perform. Such a situation wasn't favourable for my mental health as well and I got depression again. Now I'm going back to my meds and maybe at least this shit will leave me alone and let me live my life to the extend my other issues let me.
But!
The sole fact that I'm writing that and that I was able to make a short stream last week are signs that I'm getting better. Haven't had a headache for long enough not to have my mind constantly clouded from repercusions of constant pain and my spine seems better too! I still need breaks to lie down for half an hour or so every now and then, but I CAN sit and draw, I CAN walk the dogs, I CAN cook the goddamn dinner, so hell, it's good! >D

After all I wonder if this health breakdown wasn't caused by me straining my back a bit too much and the headaches followed? Idk. I'll still try to get to SOME doctor somewhere and maybe someone out there will be able to diagnose me (or will at least try instead of treating me like a crazy hypochondriac who comes crying because of some minor headache ~.~).