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3 weeks ago
[UPDATE 22 Aug 2025 - Thank you so much for your kind words and support! I am financially good already, thank you so much to all that helped! There's also some good news about Attention; she was able to eat some more today, so maybe now that she's got some more nutrients in her system, her organism will get stronger and will be able to fight off the illness better. I'm hoping for it so much!]
Hi, you might have noticed that I pretty much disappeared throughout the past days.
I'm very sorry but I wasn't able to take care of the work in the past 1,5 week, which includes lack of updates for all the commissioners.
As you might have read on her profile, my beloved wife
AttentionHorse got ill and quite seriously too. It started as a simple cold, but spiralled out of control, grabbing a complication after complication on the way and colliding with her other conditions, pushing a simple and theoretically non-dangerous illness to the borders of life-threatening. She had high fevers for almost a week, then some crazily painful complications. She's so exhausted, she wasn't able to get up from the bed without assistance for all this time and only yesterday she started being able to go to the toilet without getting fainty from the strain of walking those whooping 4 meters.
It's so heartbreaking to watch the love of your life so ill and suffering so much that they are all swollen and physically stop to resemble themselves, are unable to even utter a word for days and are so tormented by it all, that they don't have any strength left to even take their life-saving medication and you need to strain them further and force them to make the effort of swallowing the pill, which at this point is so much, that it takes forever for them to even be able to sit up a little to drink some water with it. Then you gotta feed them and make sure they drink enough and they just can't do it, but a hospital with IVs is not an option, cause maybe we do have a free healthcare here, but it's terribly understaffed and has faulty triage pocedures. She would have to sit, which she wasn't capable of, for long hours (usually 6+) on a tiny chair in the cold, loud ER waiting room, where she could get another infection that would finish her off.
For the past week, I tended to her, documented symptoms, visited half of the healthcare providers in our city, had two rides to Emergency Night Care Units, ran errands trying to get all the things that were needed to ease her suffering, either the right medication, or some other stuff and appropriate food, tended to the house and pets... but the stress of it all got to them too and as you probably know, cats are super vulnerable to stress, so I had to tend to our two cats as well, as they developed stress-related issues and required multiple visits to the vet and still do. In the meantime our little dog sported a mild epilepsy attack. Now I'm left only looking suspiciously at our bigger doggo, cause she's the only one in the whole household who wasn't ill in the past 2 weeks and it's weird, especially that she's the most prone to health issues. I'm just waiting...
I am so exhausted from the mental and physical strain of it, that whenever I am left with any sort of free time on my hands, I immediatelly doze off, my body trying to regenerate as much as possible. We don't have a car, so I'm walking everywhere, many kilometers a day, usually carrying heavy loads of groceries and stuff on my way home. Then there's keeping what needs to be disinfected germ-free, cooking specialised food for AH's reconvalescence, a shitton of laundry, cause she's sweating through several shirts a day, and all the other duties, including walking the dogs, so after all the walked distance is getting even larger and it's a lot for me. At least I'm in a great shape now and I realize I have some muscles of which existence I wasn't aware x'D But now I am starting to break and I feel I might be getting some cold myself. If I fall ill, I don't know what we'll do, so I'm in a battle mode.
I am dreaming of being able to get back to work, especially that, as you can imagine, all this mess devoured the majority of our money and we still have vets to pay, possibly further expenses on AH's meds and diagnostics, and definitely bills to pay.
I am working on releasing a new customizable YCH for all the stallions out there and, in the future, a version for the mares as well: I've noticed that many characters have their character sheets in SFW version only and their owners have to come up with other ways to describe or showcase their genitals looks. So I'm creating an affordable supplementary genital reference sheet with various types of horsecocks which would allow for providing those refs for stallions feral and anthro alike (or anyone else that has a sheathed horsecock on them). I will definitely release it before the week's out, so if you'd be interested in getting a supplementary ref, or just some cool horsecock art of your character, it would be awesome if you'd consider a purchase.
To my commissioners, I'm really sorry I'm releasing another YCH, before I finished your artworks, but in this situation, if I don't get at least $950 by the 31st we're going under financially and I absolutely have to protect my family from that happening. When this mess is over, I will very gladly work my ass off to finish your artworks asap. I am on the verge of finishing 3 of them as of now, but there's a couple that still need lines or flats that will take a little longer. I feel terrible over the delay, but I really couldn't leave my wife without all the help she needed and me dozing off from exhaustion is just uncontrollable at this point. I just dream so much of finally being able to just sit down to my computer and get to drawing, being finally able to just chill out while doing the work that I love so much and is my lifelong passion.
If any of you feel like you would like to and can support us, but you're not interested in getting a horsecock ref, my commissions are open, even though it might take longer for me to complete them nowadays, and my shinies are up and running. You can also check out the available multislot YCHs in my gallery's Current Sales folder.
Hi, you might have noticed that I pretty much disappeared throughout the past days.
I'm very sorry but I wasn't able to take care of the work in the past 1,5 week, which includes lack of updates for all the commissioners.
As you might have read on her profile, my beloved wife
AttentionHorse got ill and quite seriously too. It started as a simple cold, but spiralled out of control, grabbing a complication after complication on the way and colliding with her other conditions, pushing a simple and theoretically non-dangerous illness to the borders of life-threatening. She had high fevers for almost a week, then some crazily painful complications. She's so exhausted, she wasn't able to get up from the bed without assistance for all this time and only yesterday she started being able to go to the toilet without getting fainty from the strain of walking those whooping 4 meters.It's so heartbreaking to watch the love of your life so ill and suffering so much that they are all swollen and physically stop to resemble themselves, are unable to even utter a word for days and are so tormented by it all, that they don't have any strength left to even take their life-saving medication and you need to strain them further and force them to make the effort of swallowing the pill, which at this point is so much, that it takes forever for them to even be able to sit up a little to drink some water with it. Then you gotta feed them and make sure they drink enough and they just can't do it, but a hospital with IVs is not an option, cause maybe we do have a free healthcare here, but it's terribly understaffed and has faulty triage pocedures. She would have to sit, which she wasn't capable of, for long hours (usually 6+) on a tiny chair in the cold, loud ER waiting room, where she could get another infection that would finish her off.
For the past week, I tended to her, documented symptoms, visited half of the healthcare providers in our city, had two rides to Emergency Night Care Units, ran errands trying to get all the things that were needed to ease her suffering, either the right medication, or some other stuff and appropriate food, tended to the house and pets... but the stress of it all got to them too and as you probably know, cats are super vulnerable to stress, so I had to tend to our two cats as well, as they developed stress-related issues and required multiple visits to the vet and still do. In the meantime our little dog sported a mild epilepsy attack. Now I'm left only looking suspiciously at our bigger doggo, cause she's the only one in the whole household who wasn't ill in the past 2 weeks and it's weird, especially that she's the most prone to health issues. I'm just waiting...
I am so exhausted from the mental and physical strain of it, that whenever I am left with any sort of free time on my hands, I immediatelly doze off, my body trying to regenerate as much as possible. We don't have a car, so I'm walking everywhere, many kilometers a day, usually carrying heavy loads of groceries and stuff on my way home. Then there's keeping what needs to be disinfected germ-free, cooking specialised food for AH's reconvalescence, a shitton of laundry, cause she's sweating through several shirts a day, and all the other duties, including walking the dogs, so after all the walked distance is getting even larger and it's a lot for me. At least I'm in a great shape now and I realize I have some muscles of which existence I wasn't aware x'D But now I am starting to break and I feel I might be getting some cold myself. If I fall ill, I don't know what we'll do, so I'm in a battle mode.
I am dreaming of being able to get back to work, especially that, as you can imagine, all this mess devoured the majority of our money and we still have vets to pay, possibly further expenses on AH's meds and diagnostics, and definitely bills to pay.
I am working on releasing a new customizable YCH for all the stallions out there and, in the future, a version for the mares as well: I've noticed that many characters have their character sheets in SFW version only and their owners have to come up with other ways to describe or showcase their genitals looks. So I'm creating an affordable supplementary genital reference sheet with various types of horsecocks which would allow for providing those refs for stallions feral and anthro alike (or anyone else that has a sheathed horsecock on them). I will definitely release it before the week's out, so if you'd be interested in getting a supplementary ref, or just some cool horsecock art of your character, it would be awesome if you'd consider a purchase.
To my commissioners, I'm really sorry I'm releasing another YCH, before I finished your artworks, but in this situation, if I don't get at least $950 by the 31st we're going under financially and I absolutely have to protect my family from that happening. When this mess is over, I will very gladly work my ass off to finish your artworks asap. I am on the verge of finishing 3 of them as of now, but there's a couple that still need lines or flats that will take a little longer. I feel terrible over the delay, but I really couldn't leave my wife without all the help she needed and me dozing off from exhaustion is just uncontrollable at this point. I just dream so much of finally being able to just sit down to my computer and get to drawing, being finally able to just chill out while doing the work that I love so much and is my lifelong passion.
If any of you feel like you would like to and can support us, but you're not interested in getting a horsecock ref, my commissions are open, even though it might take longer for me to complete them nowadays, and my shinies are up and running. You can also check out the available multislot YCHs in my gallery's Current Sales folder.
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And *Hug*
All else is secondary. Hang in there.