When gender dysphoria hits you like a Fucking bullet train, not because my mom doesn't accept me, put the cause she doesn't fully understand, and I absolutely Suck at explaining! Mother nature is a cruel and sick bitch! If God exist, they would be just as cruel, God is Not one person, but has a trillion other souls within! They're NOT worth trusting or worshiping! Their point of view changes with their worshippers!

I wish I didn't lie to my mother about wanting testosterone, I don't even know why I did! Fuck, I Just Want To Die, but I Hate making people upset, perhaps that's a good thing though! Before any of you ask, no, I go to commit self harm, I've tried to long ago in the past and it just doesn't work, it's pointless to me! (Again, good thing!) I'm just wish I was better at explaining things! I wish I wasn't like this! But it will be ok, that's all I can tell myself, that's all I can tell any of you, if you're going through the same or similar situation! And if your family is way worse than mine, you don't have to come out like I did, I felt ok in my situation, but you don't have to!

Fuck! I hate being upset, I hate making a wall of text! I'm so sorry, if any of you hate seeing lots of words too! 😔

I'll be ok, You'll be ok, We Will Be Ok, I Believe In You, I Believe In Me, I Believe In All Of Us! 🖤💜💙🧡❤