My mind is slowly collapsing the revolution is nigh. My emotions will no longer be bound by my rule they act as they will I have failed in my tyrannical rule of my emotions when they could not be seen they were not under control as I thought but plotting to overthrow that control which I held over them for a time however brief this happens from time to time but it can’t be stop I try to control that which by its very nature is highly unstable and hardly controllable.