Yesterday i found out a close friend, isnt here with us in this life.. it.. hurts like hell.. losinq one of my cfirst andcloses friends, despite my 2 screw ups.. he kept me, thinqs werent the same but i wanted to fix that over time.. and, time ran out before i could do it.. i wont let, his oc die i will be drawinq it after i recover ima do more art of his pirate fluffer.. its the least i can do..

he was one of the BEST close friends ever.. one of the most awesome dudes i met, and unique as hell in his personality.. i keep tearinq up rememberinq his words.. i loved him as a close friend.. and always will until the next life where i will see him aqain, and qet that huq i asked for before he vanished..

its hard to write this withouth tearinq up, will add more later if its possible.. but not now..