Been a while
5 years ago
So it has been a while since I made a journal. Because my last one was of my dog. But I do suppose I should give an update now.
Yes I'm still mentally hurting after loosing my dog. She will be greatly missed, but I know she had a good life and I'm okay with that.
Onto other news that has been happening.
I officially have stepped back down to part time at work. Compromised with my boss to get a four day work week and I'm okay with it.
In all honesty I think its what I will need and I'm happy for it. I need to step back and start thinking about myself for once. I've been doing this so much for others. Wanting to be helpful at work, wanting to do more and have more money.
But...it's just not worth it. I cant keep doing it. I had to step away.
People think I'm lying or that I'm making excuses when I say that I have been doing this on purpose. I haven't. I smile on the outside but inside I have been a mess. I've cried more from break downs this year then I think I have in the last two years combined.
The stress has caught up with me. And its breaking me down. Thus I need to reconsider my options right now.
But overall yes I'm part time again. Its not gonna be that big of a hit financially, as to I have already been planning my bills out to be shorter a day of pay then before. :)
I'm also getting back into art, and highly encourage commissions. ^^
I have two main fursonas now. Vexi and Aura. They are both literally me.
Cas is retired to an OC status.
Yes I'm still mentally hurting after loosing my dog. She will be greatly missed, but I know she had a good life and I'm okay with that.
Onto other news that has been happening.
I officially have stepped back down to part time at work. Compromised with my boss to get a four day work week and I'm okay with it.
In all honesty I think its what I will need and I'm happy for it. I need to step back and start thinking about myself for once. I've been doing this so much for others. Wanting to be helpful at work, wanting to do more and have more money.
But...it's just not worth it. I cant keep doing it. I had to step away.
People think I'm lying or that I'm making excuses when I say that I have been doing this on purpose. I haven't. I smile on the outside but inside I have been a mess. I've cried more from break downs this year then I think I have in the last two years combined.
The stress has caught up with me. And its breaking me down. Thus I need to reconsider my options right now.
But overall yes I'm part time again. Its not gonna be that big of a hit financially, as to I have already been planning my bills out to be shorter a day of pay then before. :)
I'm also getting back into art, and highly encourage commissions. ^^
I have two main fursonas now. Vexi and Aura. They are both literally me.
Cas is retired to an OC status.
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~stranahyena
Welp, I hope things get at least a little bit better on

I'm hoping so too. I'm thinking they will, its just gonna take time to adjust.
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