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I am a disapointment.
6 years ago
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While I have a bunch of characters, I've never really role played as them. As I've posted new images it's nice to receive comments from people who really like them. The problem is when I can sense the disappointment in people when I say I really don't want to role play as said characters. Then comes the argument as to why I have these characters. When I first started years ago when Shorty, Malkin and Nero were my only characters was a time when my preferences didn't match up well with others. I know as time went on and more people seemed to share my preferences my desire to role play become non-existent. Perhaps due to real life just making me more tired then anything else.
Back then there were characters I truly did love. Problem being is that well, the people who created them would give two shits I really liked them. The problem being, I loved the design but they were not a fit for me personality wise. To be honest when I really thought about things I decided I was just going to create my own characters to help counter my desire to be noticed by these people. Not their fault as I've come to understand they are probably already hammer by numerous others or who feel their friendship bus is now over full. So more characters were created, then I started commissioning them... which got me noticed. Part of me wanted to be noticed, because I felt I would perhaps meet people who felt the same way as me. Problem being though is that those people who want to interact with those characters I really didn't want to play as, but day dream about instead.
So yea, I'm a very big disappointment to people. No one really cares about Nero, the character I really want to play as. I want to be a human interacting with a non-human character. I don't want to be a big dragon or dinosaur, but a human interacting with a big friendly dragon/dinosaur. Just seeing people wanting to gobble up Nero or cuddling him, would probably make me feel so better. But it's them wanting to be interacting with my other characters mostly. I feel completely bad when I become nothing more than a disappointment to them when I tell them I'm not really into playing as the character they now fanboy/girl over.
Though now I'm just too personally tired to role play as a human anyways... since I'm mostly just a very very tired human in real life. The reason why I create characters or commission things is that seeing such artwork makes me feel better... gives me a morale boost when I really need one. Seeing others who love same things helps me feel not so weird. Nice to see more people into willing/endo stuff now-a-days. I just wish I could find the energy that my younger self used to have when the options of play were so limited for me.
Oh well. Sorry for being disappointing folks.
Back then there were characters I truly did love. Problem being is that well, the people who created them would give two shits I really liked them. The problem being, I loved the design but they were not a fit for me personality wise. To be honest when I really thought about things I decided I was just going to create my own characters to help counter my desire to be noticed by these people. Not their fault as I've come to understand they are probably already hammer by numerous others or who feel their friendship bus is now over full. So more characters were created, then I started commissioning them... which got me noticed. Part of me wanted to be noticed, because I felt I would perhaps meet people who felt the same way as me. Problem being though is that those people who want to interact with those characters I really didn't want to play as, but day dream about instead.
So yea, I'm a very big disappointment to people. No one really cares about Nero, the character I really want to play as. I want to be a human interacting with a non-human character. I don't want to be a big dragon or dinosaur, but a human interacting with a big friendly dragon/dinosaur. Just seeing people wanting to gobble up Nero or cuddling him, would probably make me feel so better. But it's them wanting to be interacting with my other characters mostly. I feel completely bad when I become nothing more than a disappointment to them when I tell them I'm not really into playing as the character they now fanboy/girl over.
Though now I'm just too personally tired to role play as a human anyways... since I'm mostly just a very very tired human in real life. The reason why I create characters or commission things is that seeing such artwork makes me feel better... gives me a morale boost when I really need one. Seeing others who love same things helps me feel not so weird. Nice to see more people into willing/endo stuff now-a-days. I just wish I could find the energy that my younger self used to have when the options of play were so limited for me.
Oh well. Sorry for being disappointing folks.
You aren't a disappointment, everyone has their preferences and tastes.
I know many like yourself and there's nothing wrong with that at all.
Continue to do stuff that makes you happy.
On that note, I think the key is building up connections with those "Non-Humans" for the times you are feeling able to.
*Gold dragon cuddles*
Check your notes, Nero/You, are welcome in my Den. i tend to RP in chat just to give the feeling (Not just for myself) that im around as a dragon, and i don't expect people to respond in RP fashion just cause of it. its the way I chat. ^..^
Cheer up.
I am content to just see the art of your characters. Sadly, I think it is a common pitfall in this fandom for people to want to befriend someone more because they have a crush on their character than because they actually want to get to know the individual behind them.
I learned how to enjoy that part of me though, and usually I fall into that human state of mind of wanting to be such with a non human character. Inter-species is pretty unique and harder to come by when it's a human. So, I have actually been a fan of the art you tend to get for that reason. Fortunately, there are several others that like that as well, and I have been so blessed to meet others that enjoy my human characters for more than just indulging me.
I also enjoy being the big scaled or fluffy one, as I enjoy giving that same feeling to others.
As far as role play goes, I hardly do that any more myself. It just gets wedged out when sorting priorities in limited free time.
I am sorry that things have been harder on you these days. But I do not think it will be bad forever. That is what I tell myself at least, as it's gonna be pretty rough on me for several months yet as far as my foreseeable future goes.
Hang in there!
Thankfully with time I’ve found those who understand and appreciate that, but like some other people have said already, you can’t make everyone happy. People like what they like, and that’s ok! You do the same and do what makes you happier, that’s what matters most overall as others support you and help make you happier as well ^^
These are your creations. To do with as YOU please.
Or otherly said, Its hard to find Preds these days that fits your Preferences and when they did, they're probably so busy with RL things too that they dont have energy or time for much or any RPing... i know that very well, from several standpoints there...
I Would like to try and goof around with you a bit there, even if our preferences not fit usually but this Allo is one of those who have all their hands full of RL crap that keeps them busy and tired most of the time, if not alltimes x.-.x
If you're feeling you would be more popular or better received if you were more into furry/furry vore I can relate to that :3
I know I had seen Nero around before in various Vore art from artists I watched over the years and I will be honest in saying he is a very handsome as well as rather adorable looking human. Was always nice getting to see more of what I liked, a Human with a Non-Human character like that. I find it a wonderful combination that's not usually touched on much. Thanks to you though, I got to see more and more amazing little scenes with your Nero like that. So thank you!~
Personally I'm not usually up for being a Pred much, though my more Predly boys wouldn't mind giving him a nice trip down their gullets to rest in their bellies for awhile. Or even just getting to cuddle him for a bit would be very nice and give him lots of licks too!
Once he's so red with blush will they take him into their maw, toy with him with that big, wide tongue that he'd rest on and feel that hot breathe brush his skin and face with every huff from that throat.
Maybe they'd swallow him straight away, or maybe not~
Nero would get teased by the big beast while being held in that throat like that, squished and squeezed tightly by those slick muscles that were snug around his lower body. Once he was huffing and panting from all that heat and wetness, the Pred will close their maw to surround the little human in darkness and leave him to his other senses. All those subtle and not so subtle shifts in that gullet, those sounds even sharper and that big sloppy tongue smearing hot drool into his face, he can only imagine what it look like as it happens.
Then the jaws would part once more slowly, so he can see out to the world again and continued to be teased.