Why I disappeared!
5 years ago
Hello everyone! I'm really happy for the warm welcome back after disappearing for a year! I've been asked a lot "where did you go?"!
The truth is that I got a bit too overwhelmed with all the requests and accepting some when I wasn't really in the mood to work on them. I have a really bad tendency to overthink things and guilt-trip myself, so it all kind of spiraled out of control and I just kind of shut down. ^^;
On top of that, my grandma developed dementia/Alzheimer's, so it's been a struggle to watch a well respected member of the family become nothing more than... well... a babbling nutcase. Talking to people who aren't there, completely insistent that she needs to go home even though she's lived in this same house for 40+ years, or that she and her sister(who passed away 10 years ago, mind you) are on a vacation-trip and constantly asks for "service" or "when are we heading off". She can't even stand up or go to the bathroom by herself anymore, so it's been... quite a chore...
I greatly apologize to the folks that I said I'd do animations for, but I think I'm going to limit myself to art trades(though I might not be able to accept them, it really depends on what you ask for) and just working on my own things.
I hope you enjoy the stuff that I do manage to put out, and thanks for reading if you did!
Also, if you like to draw and want to use the ideas that I use in my animations, I highly encourage you to use the same or similar scenarios for any characters you want to see bigger! The more fat/inflation art, the better!
The truth is that I got a bit too overwhelmed with all the requests and accepting some when I wasn't really in the mood to work on them. I have a really bad tendency to overthink things and guilt-trip myself, so it all kind of spiraled out of control and I just kind of shut down. ^^;
On top of that, my grandma developed dementia/Alzheimer's, so it's been a struggle to watch a well respected member of the family become nothing more than... well... a babbling nutcase. Talking to people who aren't there, completely insistent that she needs to go home even though she's lived in this same house for 40+ years, or that she and her sister(who passed away 10 years ago, mind you) are on a vacation-trip and constantly asks for "service" or "when are we heading off". She can't even stand up or go to the bathroom by herself anymore, so it's been... quite a chore...
I greatly apologize to the folks that I said I'd do animations for, but I think I'm going to limit myself to art trades(though I might not be able to accept them, it really depends on what you ask for) and just working on my own things.
I hope you enjoy the stuff that I do manage to put out, and thanks for reading if you did!
Also, if you like to draw and want to use the ideas that I use in my animations, I highly encourage you to use the same or similar scenarios for any characters you want to see bigger! The more fat/inflation art, the better!
Also, you mentioned you were wanting to do a trade! What did you have in mind?
Though if you aren’t up for requests, you ever thought of taking commissions in the future?
Just some suggestions should you go that route.
If it'd be alright with you, I'd love to catch up and you know, get to know you a bit more. heh, I can note you my new discord tag if you want, but only if you want. I won't force it.
I'm glad to see you're feeling good enough to come back though! Please don't stress yourself too much with requests or anything! They're just requests, not commissions, so you aren't obligated in any way. I think most people will understand considering its free art lol.
<3