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To those who responded and apologies.
6 years ago
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To those who responded to the last journal, thank you very much. Sorry I didn't respond to the comments, just was feeling really down and was overwhelmed that day. Getting another request for role play made me go into a dark mindset. I know people like my characters, but I'm not really much of a player these days. My other worry is if I start a scene my interest will wane rather quickly and I don't really want to disappoint anyone.
Keep in mind my life is hectic at the moment and what free time I do have I want to use to recharge. Essentially I'm at the point where all I want to do is listen to an audio book in a dark room with my eyes closed. While there are times when I'm talkative I'd rather keep it to that. Writing up role play poses feels like too much work. Playing video games feels that way too, I don't even want to press buttons on a game controller. I never thought I would see this day in my life when I don't even want to be playing video games. My guild in WoW probably has booted me by now, since it's been like 6 months since I've had the drive to mash buttons while staring at a computer screen.
Occasionally I may play a game for a few days, but the desire wanes at a point. I want to play some open world cooperatives, but what friends I do have are playing games I have no interest in... *Cough* like monster hunter *cough*
Keep in mind to those on discord, reason I don't respond is probably because I'm busy or I'm sleeping which is normal for felines I guess.
Keep in mind my life is hectic at the moment and what free time I do have I want to use to recharge. Essentially I'm at the point where all I want to do is listen to an audio book in a dark room with my eyes closed. While there are times when I'm talkative I'd rather keep it to that. Writing up role play poses feels like too much work. Playing video games feels that way too, I don't even want to press buttons on a game controller. I never thought I would see this day in my life when I don't even want to be playing video games. My guild in WoW probably has booted me by now, since it's been like 6 months since I've had the drive to mash buttons while staring at a computer screen.
Occasionally I may play a game for a few days, but the desire wanes at a point. I want to play some open world cooperatives, but what friends I do have are playing games I have no interest in... *Cough* like monster hunter *cough*
Keep in mind to those on discord, reason I don't respond is probably because I'm busy or I'm sleeping which is normal for felines I guess.
But also don't get to play them. However. Motivation comes back at some point again so better don't worry too much about it.
Anyway.
Just do what feels right to you. Tell your friends that you need a break if you'd like and rest a bit alone, lay down and listen to these audio books and relax!