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5 years ago
One thing to remember, out of all the things in life
I'll be honest with you all, I've grown to dislike and/or hate a great majority of my friends right now, as well as life in general.
Y'all know what a victim complex is right?
Let me tell you, it has 2 meanings, 1 is basically someone playing the victim even though they're the ones who were doing the bad, see a lot of political arguments or something like that.
2 is what's currently going on with me right now, due to the abuse life has given me because of shitty parents, school and bullying, and that one time my brother decided it would be funny to put his junk in my face, that now I see every little thing as some kind of attack towards me by people I trust, such as doing things with each other more often than me, feeling like they're talking behind my back, etc etc. Its causing me to distance myself from people as a result of all of that.
They're the people I can safely say I'm thankful for helping me through this, many of the others are either in that category or are in the neutral. But there are a lot of those who are in the category of people I do not like at all, some are my closest.
I just can't deal with this anymore, I don't want to have to think of my friends badly
But when everything so far has been telling me that my friends aren't really my friends, repeatedly showing me that even when they tell me they'll do better, they do the same thing as before that has been hurting me
What can I say then...
Fuck you
Y'all know what a victim complex is right?
Let me tell you, it has 2 meanings, 1 is basically someone playing the victim even though they're the ones who were doing the bad, see a lot of political arguments or something like that.
2 is what's currently going on with me right now, due to the abuse life has given me because of shitty parents, school and bullying, and that one time my brother decided it would be funny to put his junk in my face, that now I see every little thing as some kind of attack towards me by people I trust, such as doing things with each other more often than me, feeling like they're talking behind my back, etc etc. Its causing me to distance myself from people as a result of all of that.
They're the people I can safely say I'm thankful for helping me through this, many of the others are either in that category or are in the neutral. But there are a lot of those who are in the category of people I do not like at all, some are my closest.
I just can't deal with this anymore, I don't want to have to think of my friends badly
But when everything so far has been telling me that my friends aren't really my friends, repeatedly showing me that even when they tell me they'll do better, they do the same thing as before that has been hurting me
What can I say then...
Fuck you
Here, have a hug buddy.
Plops bread in lap