Man I used to draw anything. I used to be able to easily find the motivation to draw stuff from roleplays and other ideas easily. But now, it's just so hard to find the motivation to even start. And when I do start, I can never finish it. It isn't because I'm afraid I will get hate or whatever but I really need to find an answer. My anxiety has been driving me mad every time I see something that reminds me of my ideas that I am just dying to draw. Then that thought just stays in my head haunting me like a screaming voice that will never shut up... Why does it hurt to like something so much...? I just wanna draw freely with no problems... Is this a sign that I shouldn't draw? Is this a sign for something I did wrong and it's coming back for revenge? I really need answers. I'm scared that one day this will drive me mad to the point where I might hurt myself or others... This is really starting to scare me now...